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I Don't Know What To Think Anymore


This is going to be lengthy as I have no clue if I have abilities or not. My life has been a convoluted mess of experiences and questions.

My first experiences were as a child. I vividly remember that when we were living in a tiny town in Iowa, that every night a man would walk down the hall and sit at the end of the bed. He would never talk, just sit and watch me. I told my parents about this experience when I was older and they then told me that the previous owner had died in the house. Another experience that I don't remember, but my grandmother told me about when I was older was that as a young girl I used to sleep walk and tell her that grandpa wanted me to tell her that he misses her. Once during my walk I perfectly described his funeral to her - he passed when I was 8 months old.

Growing up, these odd things continued to happen. I would get anxious or even physically ill right before terrible things would occur within my family. I was determined to get to the airport 3 hours early to pick up my father, upon arriving, he called and said that he'd already landed. I confronted my mother about my grandmother having cancer before I was informed. The day my father nearly died, I came home and asked my mother "what happened to Dad" before she even said a word. These odd scenarios have become a regular part of my life.

It's gotten to the point that my friends are used to odd things occurring around me. When I moved out on my own, the cupboards in my apartment would all be open in the morning, my bedroom door would open and close repeatedly through out the night. My boyfriend at the time would wake up in the middle of the night to someone standing in the room, whether we were at his house or mine - and he informed me it only happened when I was with him.

Recently my night terrors have started up again. I only note on these because in my night terrors I am lying in bed surrounded by people who have passed and they are trying to speak with me. Waking up from the terror, I still see them for at least 5 minutes.

Like the title notes I really don't know what to think anymore and I don't know if anyone can help me understand.

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bsuttles3922 (2 stories) (165 posts)
5 years ago (2015-07-31)
Well it appears you have premonitions, precogniton, clairvoyance, and an attached energy, seemly negative. Well the manifestation of the energy could be several things. First, has there been any ouija board use around you? If so it could be a powerful evil spirit. Second have you or your family ever committed murder? If so it could be a vengeful spirit. Third if none of the previous apply it could be two things. 1 at so point you had a run through with evil and the evil spirit clung to you or 2 you have a demon that is stalking you.
MagicMike (2 stories) (12 posts)
5 years ago (2015-07-30)
Hello CatRanae.
This is a very unique topic and isn't discussed as much as it should within the psychic community because it is rare. This energy has some kind of connection to you if it involves previous family members but as you described it I would say it is more like an attraction.
I am uneducated on this specific topic to provide you with any advice but I would consider contacting a medium and asking them for advice and assistance.
Winter_Solace (109 posts)
5 years ago (2015-07-27)
[at] seeblue

Orbs are the most basic level of seeing spirits physically. The orb is the energy signature of the spirit that is around you. What kind of soul they are is indicated by the color of orb. For example, a white orb would mean they're either an angel or an angelic being. Black, would be very very dark/evil. Blue=lost soul, or ghost. I see these orbs physically myself. Sometimes I see partial silhouettes that come with seeing the orbs. As far as flashes of color, I only see white light usually floating off me or my angel or other part of me shield me with it when there is possible danger. I also see black blurs in my eyesight at times, meaning there are evil spirits around, trying to do something to my energy.

I hope I answered your question. Do you see them too?
seeblue (2 stories) (25 posts)
5 years ago (2015-07-27)
[at] Winter_Solace what does it mean when you see those orbs or flashes of colour from your experience?
Winter_Solace (109 posts)
5 years ago (2015-07-26)
Kinda creepy how the man who would just sit and stare at you for a while doesn't even say anything. You have the gift of premonitions. However I believe there is something dark that is within your family. It's possible that your family may be cursed (witchcraft being involved). The fact that you feel terribly sick before something bad happens could be a sign. Do you have dreams of people dying alot? Are some of them people you know?

With all the cupboards and doors being opened and closed in your place a lot, tells me you have spirits (typically evil) being able to manifest physically and affect physical objects on their own. No ghost (lost human soul) has that kind of power, as whatever can do that needs enough spiritual power in order to even manifest physically to some degree.

In these night terrors, are you paralyzed to where you cannot move while the people stare at you? Do these people appear as dark shadows? And do you hear them talking among each other? This is sleep paralysis, but it is from spiritual origin. These night terrors are caused by evil spirits, otherwise known as demons. You can protect yourself using the white light. Just visualize it covering you entirely, and it should help, especially during these night terrors you're having.

Also, do you see little tiny balls of light that float around you or spark up?

I can help you understand more. I have much experience, as I've also been taught by angels. I can show you more of the truth if you really want it.
spookvanger (13 stories) (128 posts)
5 years ago (2015-07-23)
Good morning CatRenae!
My apologies for only now replying to your call for help, I trust you get to read it.
You are a "normal" psychic young lady who are looking for guidance as you are unsure of what is happening around you. First of all, read the following on my profile: "Inauguration of a Rescue Circle". This is a lecture given through a medium to a group of us almost 60 years ago. It covers all the different types of earthbound spirits (Ghosts) and will answer most of your questions.
When we pass over, many people will, for various reasons be unaware that they have left their bodies. They will carry on with their usual daily tasks. They are quite harmless and nothing to be afraid of. This applies to some of your experiences.
When we sleep we very often leave our bodies in what is called Astral Projection. This is not dangerous as we have our Guides (Guardian Angels) who are constantly watching over us. During astral travels you will meet up with spirits who are lost. Who know not what is happening to them. Through your psychic abilities you are drawing family/friends to you. When it happens, communicate with them telling them that they have passed over.
It will assist in enabling them to pass to "Summer Land".
I also invite you to read my blogs which will give you a deeper insight into life. Go to:
Should you require further information, do not hesitate, ask.
God bless.
Hecate0 (152 posts)
5 years ago (2015-07-19)
CatRenae, Sounds like you know things before they happen, perhaps have a spirit attached, and you see dead people. Did I sum this up right? You are in great company here. There are lots of labels for these abilities.

The main thing is you can protect yourself from them, and you should do that. Find some sort of protection method that works for you. I visualize myself inside a large rose quartz egg. Only love can pass through this egg.

Meditation can enhance these abilities if you want to enhance them. Many questions arise. Does the energy that follows you feel negative or perhaps protective? Do you want to try to help the spirits that seem to know you can see them?

You can choose. Just some thoughts. Hope they help. Thanks for sharing.

seeblue (2 stories) (25 posts)
5 years ago (2015-07-16)
Have you ever thought that maybe you should guide these spirits to the light? You are clairvoyant, next time something like this happens guide them to the light.

You can also cleanse your home and yourself, it's possible you may have spirit attachment to your aura.

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