Yesterday while driving around my hometown with my girlfriend and one of my best friends, I turned down a street and came to a halt. There in front of me was simply a house at the end of a road. A familiar knot in the pit of my stomach grew as my friend recanted the story of a girl I knew who was killed by a speeding car on that street when we were kids. I'd never driven down that street before but I knew that house. It reminded me of a dream I had just days before the incident where it showed a girl dying with her tongue outstretched, gasping for air, reaching for me. It all took place in front of that house. It ruined my day, the knot remained there until I was able to smoke pot again at the end of the night. Weed makes all of it go away, the constant dreams regarding things that will happen soon and the things I see while awake. I'm very sceptical of myself, I must have a screw loose because these things I see aren't normal. People with dark pits under their eyes watching me, fading to nothing in mere seconds, screaming women, usually elderly, inches from my face, strange creatures with dog like features, their eyes grotesque and bulging from their skulls. If I remain sober three months, they all return. If this sounds familiar to you, please, help me out. Yesterday brought back an awful feeling and I need answers. If it helps, it started when I was about 13, after a transition from Christianity to a sort of self taught buddhism where I practiced out of body experiences and may have ran into some really strange Tibetan magic whilst doing so (mind you I was 13 and didn t know any better)
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