My First Spiritual Jounrey And Abilities

I figured out that I am a psychic, by using crystals to help me. My psychic abilities are clairaudience, clairsentience, and clairvoyance. I also figured out that my abilities started developing when I was 5 years old. Sometimes I get images in my head, hear things and feel. I am a special witch with powers and abilities that witches, pagans, or wiccans don't have that I have seen. I started magic when I was 12 and ended when I am 15 but mostly that is because I am too young but when get older I can do it more. I have my mom buy me some things that can help me with my spiritual journey but I call it a supernatural journey. Next I have abilities that I don't know how to control yet, not my psychic abilities I don't think but my kinetic ones. The abilities that I have and first experience ever is empathy, aerokinesis, pyrokinesis, telekinesis, and biokinesis. These abilities yet I can control and I need a book or someone that can help me mostly a book though. I first thought I was getting haunted when sometimes when I am around my house I get scratches down my arms or legs, they were huge and the next day they were gone. That was my first experience with a ghost. I could see shadows when I was little with red eyes. I confronted it and made some of them go away. My psychic experiences are low right now and sometimes I get images not of others but my own life. This is the story I remember and some I hope on keeping. I need help with my powers and how to develop my skills farther and my experiences. Someday I believe my soulmate will meet me.