I hate this. My horoscope is forever telling me not to ignore my inner voice but some how I cannot bring myself to believe that is not always real. For example, I was in cooking class a couple of weeks ago and wearing a new jersey. My teacher told us that we didn't have to wear our aprons as it was a very hot day. I thought to myself "maybe I should wear my apron" and I was sure I would get something on it but I ignored what I was thinking and just left it off. I reassured myself I was just being careful. Half an hour later I spilled oily mayonnaise all down my jersey and smelt like mayonnaise for the rest of the day.
And this morning I was brushing my teeth and I had my hair in pig tail plats. I kept flicking it out of the way but once I got right into brushing my teeth it kept falling back near my neck. So when my sister came in I was going to ask her to hold it while I spat the toothpaste out because I swore it would get in my hair. I ignored my thoughts and then just as I was spitting it out my hair swung back near my neck and I got toothpaste all down my plat.
I hate not believing myself, because I like to guess things but sometimes I will think something and it will just be me guessing and the other part that gets it right is me being sure, but sometimes I cannot tell if it's just me or it's real or true. If anyone knows how to tell the difference please help.