Did I Lose My Inner Light?

By One01
Date: 2015-11-25
Country: Philippines
Category: Visions / Trances / Altered States

For the longest time I have a very sharp intuition. You know the feeling that something's going to happen before it does? And you know that you're going to be close to this person? Like I can sense energy and vibration. I sense when things are high or when I suck energy from people and make the atmosphere draining. I used to be so up in that vibration, used to be so emotional about things. I loved and cared deeply, even pursued my faith, and the universe really responded with me. Led me to a lot of good things and people.

I feel connection with people. Especially with my friends and family. I know when they love me and when they don't. I'm not sure if it's me influencing their energy or them influencing mind, but one thing's for sure, we feel it even unconsciously.

But there came a time when I have a vision and I saw a white light turn away from me. (It happened because I was probably under possession of bad spirits and I gave in to that. I sinned a lot and kept backsliding) and after that my heart pounded like crazy for hours. It never happened before!

And after that, I felt a slow disconnection from everyone. I feel lost. I don't have that pull that I should do this and that. It's like the protection keeping me safe left. I noticed that I started to attract people I would never have attracted, and they easily touch me now. And I noticed my presence slowly diminished. I didn't know how to treat people, I made even the best people dislike me. The people who genuinely cared for me suddenly changed. The people who I really had a strong connection to, feels away. I think it happened ever since that vision came. It's almost two weeks.

I'm like a changed person now. Empty, lost. Did anyone have this experience? Very much appreciated thank you.

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lightworkerhealer (1 stories) (56 posts)

8 years ago (2015-12-02)

Hi one01! It seems your guilt and some negative entity caused all this. Guilt is already such a negative emotion on top of that I think you attracted a negative entity because of that. Nothing to worry! Your main culprit is your ego (mind) which caused all this. Divine cares about you a lot that is why it showed you that something was keeping you away from your bright light. Just call Archangel Michael and ask him to cleanse you of any lower energies false ego guides and to clear your channels of divine communication. And to clear your consciousness of guilt. Done! It s that easy

bsuttles3922 (2 stories) (165 posts)

8 years ago (2015-12-01)

I agree with Femonique. You also just need to re find your passion.

Femonique (1 stories) (5 posts)

8 years ago (2015-11-29)

Listen, hon. God gave us free will to experience and co-create. The only thing holding you back, is EGO. Subconscious self is being trained good, bad, and judgement. The only one supposed to be judging is GOD and God is benevolent, he's not going to reign down the wrath of time out or go sit in the corner, because you decided to do something others would insist make you hold some kind of false guilt. If God is ompnipresent, then isn't she responsible for good and bad too. He created EVERYTHING. What he/we didn't create yet can not be seen, felt, or experienced, but he's working on new stuff all the time with all of us. You can not be stripped of a gift that is yours to use as you will. Period.

Don't let your programming from others, slow you down.

masterofelements (12 stories) (80 posts)

8 years ago (2015-11-28)

Depending on what you did for sinning, your gift could have been taken away from you. Gifts like that should be held by those worthy... I guess. Someone or something could have taken it away either because they don't trust you, or to make life hard.
Do the best you can to make yourself happy, to drive bad spirits away. Think positive and pray. You might still have the ability, just purify yourself. It is like a shower, you get dirty the longer you wait, but once you do you are purified. Meditation should help.
Take care,
~River

unnoticed-ankh (14 posts)

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8 years ago (2015-11-27)

It's true. Somebody of 'dark;) ' may be following you. This being may breed on you, or cause you irritation and raise self doubts. You aren't any less of light, nor this other being is. (If that's the case) You're just lower in energy and loose awarenes of who you are. You must remember, that you're no less light, you're less manifested. Core is still same. It's like somebody turned off the switch and you don't see the room, but room is still there. Try to cleanse your space. White salve, sandal incense. Try to meditate or just pray the way you like. If you feel very unwilling to do so, suddenly tired when comes to this, angered it means somebdy doesn't like the act. I think it may be, that your light 'attracted' smb. I personally met the vilest attacks after moments of great love, kind intentions, prayers. Protect yourselves and go on. Bright lights disturb them x)

PS. Just in case. Have you changed any eating habits, etc? It may be vitamins or anything health, stress related also. If you feel really bad do check up, it won't hurt anyway.

Luna_star1016 (33 posts)

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8 years ago (2015-11-27)

One01 it's seems like you are dealing with something dark following you. Also you mentioned that you feel it may of been possession. When someone sins it easily fills one self with darkness in their soul. Dark beings take advantage of that and try and manipulate people who have potential to do great things so they turn dark or so on. Its a good thing you recognised the problem though. Someone can always ask for forgiveness and come back into the light. I'd like to speak with you a bit more you can email me if you'd like some help. My email is Lunastar1016 [at] gmail.com it is also up on my profile.

Hope to hear form you.

Hope and love Luna Star.

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