For the longest time I have a very sharp intuition. You know the feeling that something's going to happen before it does? And you know that you're going to be close to this person? Like I can sense energy and vibration. I sense when things are high or when I suck energy from people and make the atmosphere draining. I used to be so up in that vibration, used to be so emotional about things. I loved and cared deeply, even pursued my faith, and the universe really responded with me. Led me to a lot of good things and people.
I feel connection with people. Especially with my friends and family. I know when they love me and when they don't. I'm not sure if it's me influencing their energy or them influencing mind, but one thing's for sure, we feel it even unconsciously.
But there came a time when I have a vision and I saw a white light turn away from me. (It happened because I was probably under possession of bad spirits and I gave in to that. I sinned a lot and kept backsliding) and after that my heart pounded like crazy for hours. It never happened before!
And after that, I felt a slow disconnection from everyone. I feel lost. I don't have that pull that I should do this and that. It's like the protection keeping me safe left. I noticed that I started to attract people I would never have attracted, and they easily touch me now. And I noticed my presence slowly diminished. I didn't know how to treat people, I made even the best people dislike me. The people who genuinely cared for me suddenly changed. The people who I really had a strong connection to, feels away. I think it happened ever since that vision came. It's almost two weeks.
I'm like a changed person now. Empty, lost. Did anyone have this experience? Very much appreciated thank you.