I just recently turned 19 on Halloween and as long as I can remember I have always felt weird or different. Lets start when I was born. As previously stated I was born on Halloween and the room I was born in became filled with ladybugs. I don't mean like everywhere but my family said that they were coming through the vents in the room and the staff said that there was no other room that this was happening in. Every year since then on my birthday or sometime around my birthday lady bugs appear. I don't know whether its just some coincidence or if it means something. And there are way to many times where I will say something or think of something and the next thing I know it happens.
This is going to sound weird but for my birthday my mom got me tickets to see a band I love. And I don't mean to sound like a typical girl but I have always felt some kind of connection to the lead singer. And I have never felt this connection to anyone. No other "celebrity" or anyone I have met. I know that sounds like every girl who thinks they are going to end up with some famous rock star, but the whole week leading up to the concert I had this feeling like something life changing was about to happen. And my favorite song of this bands is an older song. And I for some reason thought "ok if they play this song something is meant to be". We get to the concert and I swear about the 7th song the lead singer goes "ok this is an older song, and we haven't played it in a few years" and then they play the song and my heart sank. I'm sorry I know I sound cliche I know. But there was something else. I told myself if they played that song and I saw a lady bug that it was meant to be. I hadn't seen a lady bug this year so I told myself that if both of those signs appeared/happened that I was right, but I didn't see a lady bug until the day after the concert when we were coming back we made a rash decision to go to a restaurant and as soon as we got there LADY BUGS! Two landed right on me. But it was a day late. Can someone please tell me if I am just crazy or if this could mean something? I haven't had the best life. It feels like everything bad keeps happening (again not being melodramatic if I told you all about it you would understand) but no matter what I have always had this feeling that something great something amazing was going to happen to me. Anyone maybe have an answer or a thought?