I see and communicate with dead people. I have two spirit guides. Cynthia Grace, a 12 year old girl who passed away back in 2012,
And Betty Louise, a 90 year old woman who passed away in 2014.
I see them physically as little balls of light. They usually visit me in the evenings. They show themselves and " talk " to me in my thoughts. They have both shown me explicit details of their lives.
At first I thought I was going nuts until I did a Bing search on both names and details they communicated to me. I was shocked.
I found obituaries for both. This made the hairs stand up on the back of my neck and gave me goosebumps all over my body.
This is all new to me. It started just three weeks ago.
My grandma who passed away back in 2011 has been "talking" to me in my dreams too.
I feel like Monica the Medium or Theresa the Long Island Medium. Monica and Theresa sea always use the term "Spirit" is doing the communicating to them. I asked Betty Louise about "Spirit" and she showed me the HOLY GHOST. She also referred to herself as a guide." Spirit Guide".
Betty Louise and Cynthia Grace don't talk to me. I don't hear voices. (I'm not that crazy). They communicate with me through thoughts, feelings, smells or vivid images.
Sometimes it's a combination of all four. Thoughts, feelings, smells and images. It's kind of hard to explain.
Sometimes it's just knowing something that I wouldn't normally have known.
I do not understand. I have never claimed to have had psychic experiences in the past. I have never been empathic.
Why me? Am I schizophrenic? Am I delusional?
Why now? I am 47 years old. Most people who claim to have this "Gift" claim to have had it since childhood. I am a bit confused.
At first I was a little spooked and afraid of this. But now I have almost come to the point of acceptance. In a way it's kind of cool.
As for now I can not control when I am able to communicate with Cynthia Grace. She comes and goes as she pleases.
Betty Louise is more available and responsive. She visits more frequently.
How do I get them to "talk" to me at my beck and call?
Any thoughts as to why this is happening?