I'll try to make my story concise and to the point because I know you all have fairly busy lives.
I'm also new to this forum, so I'll introduce myself a bit. I'm a teenage girl in high school with a huge dream to become a DJ/EDM producer because I'm a huge fanatic of music. One thing I think should be mentioned is that I've always felt different and out of place since middle school. I've made many attempts to fit in yet they have failed, and I'm just me now:) I feel lonely a lot even though I have a good amount of friends, and have bouts of depression but not that severe enough to cause harm to myself.
Lately I have been seeing 11's and 7's everywhere. I'd say about 10 times a day or so. 1 in 3 license plates I see have the number 7 in them, and whenever I look at the clock it's 11:11 or, for example, 3:11. Whenever I skip ahead in a song to hear a specific part, I'd say a good portion of the time the marker lands on 1:11. I've done research on these numbers, particularly 11 itself. I've read a lot of mixed thoughts on that one number. I'm really confused on how to interpret it, however. If this helps I have encountered an actual prophet in the summer of 15, so that's only a couple months ago. I can't go into detail what he said since this forum prohibits religious topics, so sorry in advance if you were curious!
On Monday night, I suddenly was overcome with feelings of fear. I've never felt this ever, except for once before, which is when I was 12 or so. I felt like someone was watching me and was hesitant in turning off the lights to go to sleep. My mom has prayed for me and that feeling has subsided, yet it still lingers. I originally thought it was a panic attack since I was under some stress at that time, but a panic attack does not last for 12 hours as it did for me. I had trouble falling asleep as well. My heart was pounding even though my heart rate was average, and this continued well into the school day, the feeling diminishing at around late noon. As I'm writing this, not too long ago I felt this strange sensation of fear and the sense of something impending. I try to take deep breaths to relax myself but it just can't cure the problem. Ever since this happened, whenever I see 11 now I feel very strange, not excited or happy or anything. I do take my chances and make a wish at 11:11 just for the fun of it.
Has anyone being going through what I was going through? Some insight into this is highly appreciated. Also, has anyone been seeing 11's and 7's lately?
Much thanks in advance.