I'm 35 year old female new to this site just starting to speak out to what I have experienced since I was small. Many years I have been shy about this subject fearing others think I'm nuts. But I'm getting over that.
I have premonitions that come true even during the day a thought will pop in my mind saying I got be some where at certain time when I do something amazing happens. Also I can feel when some one close is thinking about me and if they are texting me at that moment. Last few years its been getting stronger now I can feel what strangers are thinking or if they lost a loved one I can since a presence near them. For example I worked in a store a customer comes in looking for a flag I git a vision of a fighter plain then I see an older man behind with tears for her. I help her find a flag an casually asked some one close to you was in the air force an you want to honor his memory she broke down an starting talking about her father, after that happened I felt freakish and tried shut it off. It happened few more times then stopped.
After a few years visions premonitions feelings came back along with a new ability seeing spirits that freaked me out completely but I learned to live with them. They started as shadows then full out misty figures. Now I'm seeing something I don't no what it means a figure in a white cloak near me 4 foot tall win I'm in pain or exhausted. I have been diagnosed with a hernia that causes me extreme pain an need surgery soon. My question is could this be a angel of death? If any one has experienced a figure like this please share. Also win I see it I feel uneasy. Only my husband an a few others no this about me. Besides a job I worked at 14 years they would call me witch so I tried hide it an not say what I felt from them. Like one time a co workers was in front me an I saw a lottery ticket with gold bars an purple letters with the number 15 I asked her if she bought a scratchy she said no I said go by one that has gold bars you will win 15$. At lunch she went out got one came back an scratched off 15$ people where scared of me after that. I'm just now getting confidence again to just let it happen an not shut off this talent.