I was born into a family with a history of believers. My grandfather was psychic (although I don't know exactly how since I didn't find out until after he died) and my mother has had a couple of experiences herself.
When I was younger, I had psychic experiences and medium experiences every day, but as I got older they were spread further apart and became less prominent.
Not wanting to lose them, I actually ended up here. I found this website through google back when I was about 11 or 12. I read up on as much as I could and tried to learn how to focus my abilities. Being so young and without help in-person, I struggled and eventually lost interest (to an extent).
Over a year ago, I was prescribed Prozac for anxiety. I've had severe anxiety since I was very young, and have been having panic attacks for a bit over four years now. I also display symptoms of other mental disorders, although which one may or may not be correct is argued between my various doctors.
That is besides the point though. The point is that I started taking Prozac, and now I can't sense the spirits anymore. I miss them! And I feel horrible for leaving them alone like this! But would this really happen if it was a real psychic experience? My visions, the spirits, it's all gone. So am I psychic, or psychotic?
At this point, I have no idea, and I really really want some advice. I'm turning 18 this week and going off to college next year. I want to enter college feeling good, and right now my anxiety is still not well-controlled and I've lost a huge part of my life. Advice anyone?
Thanks for reading