I've been seeing pinpricks of light my whole life, but nobody has ever explained them to me. They are always small-- when I was younger, I believed them to be fairies. Most of the time they are colored, but whenever I walk outside they bleach to white and begin to disperse into the atmosphere. I'm always glimpsing them out of the corner of my eye, and they're always gone in an instant.
Today, however, something was different. I was trying to send my boyfriend positive energy and good thoughts after he had had a rough day (long-distance relationship) when I saw beautiful golden lights drifting down toward the floor. It was a wonderful experience, and I've never seen gold flecks this large before. By the way that they drifted, I thought that I could sense that they were in some way connected to the positive energy, but I wasn't certain.
I was born on a new moon (1% visibility) and have always had the inclination that I was, in some way, different, but I've never had a metaphysical or psychic experience such as this. I've tried dabbling in certain forms of witchcraft and magic (k) s to see if I was gifted in a certain area, but to no avail. The best of luck that I have had was when I tried to form a psi ball-- the air around my hands grw slightly colder, but nothing else happened.
I've been trying to perform telekinesis as a way of introducing myself to the metaphysical world for the past few days, so maybe that has something to do with it? If anyone has an idea of what this is/means, please explain this to me! It's a really euphoric experience and I would like to repeat it if possible.