i'm not here out of fandom or anything of the sort. My life has been a rollercoaster for as long as I can remember. And one of the Things that keep crashing back into it is the Word "psychic" and i'd like to say that I know a lot on the subject, the honest answer would be "No".
However. I've had very real experiences and done Things I cannot explain in science and that makes it very hard for me, mostly because I believe in science more then other Things, and sometimes I forget about my experiences and abilities because of that exact reason.
Recently a lot of Activity has been going on. I'm not sure if psychic abilities is something you can put in boxes. (you're this and you're that) but I can honestly say I can't seem to relate 100% With one psychic ability.
Last month in a drowsy state I felt like I was sucking up all the energy from whatever was around me, the Earth, the air, the sun and People. And as my hands started feeling very warm I touched my hand on my stepsisters forhead and my other one on her shoulder, for about 3-4 minutes we did not talk or said anything at all, she stared out into the room and I completely forgot whatever was going on, (she has severe Cerebral palsy and is constantly in pain and has spasms) when the "session" was over, she told me she felt warm and started laughing uncontrollably for a few minutes. Now I don't know what this is but it felt as if I took away her pain for a moment.
Recently I noticed I can feel other Peoples energy, hot or Cold or green or red. Like auras but not entirely the same thing.
Is there anything anyone could answer me about these "abilities" or psychic Things? Because to me it's all babble and I can\'t make out what any of this is, but it's there, it's happening and I can feel it. I don't know how or why I do what I do, it almost entirely Depends on where I am and in what state my inner self is.
Since I was a child i've had the feeling of constantly being watched (it gets very scary sometimes). In addition being able to look right at the core of another person. On and off i've had the ability to feel the energy of Objects and People, sometimes these energies frightens me and I avoid it. Sometimes it's just asking me to get more curious. And they sometimes tell me stories too, like a vision or flash or something. Neither of those two are descriptions I feel fit entirely to it because it is more like a "Connection" and feeling rather then seeing. Is there a Word for this ability? And is there any way to get better at it? Because it seems to come and go as it pleases.