I'm trying to figure out the gold symbolism of shadow people encounters.
I see a figure black figure in my dreams, before bed sometimes and first witnessed him during meditation.
There are a lot of accounts of shadow people with glowing yellow eyes who seem to be depicted like scavengers/vultures in behavior.
I have seen other shadow people before and after learning from a friend how to overcome the dread-lock that would wash over me I can literally delete them from my reality.
This figure I see is a shadow person but not in a cloak. He is my size and height and has two horizontal slits stacked vertically for its eyes. With a third slit slightly lower representing a mouth.
This entity first appeared a couple years after my sleep paralysis began, and only after I learned to deal with the lesser shadow people.
His eyes and his mouth are glowing gold. Furiously. Almost like solar wind. He is basically solar wind or some sort of gold dust inside a black spandex suit (He's three dimensional too - Not like the paper cutout quality the shadow people often have.). Light is brimming out of the slits on his face.
It's never a negative experience that I feel when he's with me but there is still an incredible sense of gravity when he is around.
I've had dreams where I am him. I am floating in a void and I am missing my right arm and right leg.
In a premonition I am conquer a leviathan. This is in a void as well.
My state of mind in these experiences is lucid but I feel no emotion one way or the other.
These are incredibly vivid dreams visually as if I'm looking through this thing's eyes. I've never had an experience in his skin while awake.
I was wondering if anyone else has had experiences like this. They sound extreme. I don't know if this is a part of me breaking through from another plane of being, a foreign entity, or maybe I just have a killer imagination.
I am inclined to believe this is a part of me from a higher existence. A different container of my soul that I have connected with. That may be unwise. I think it is a good entity. I do not want to put trust in it if I am mistaken, though.