This is the first time I ended up on this side of the internet, but for some years I get this weird feeling that I have some abilities.
When I was younger, like 4-8 years old, I could feel when others were in pain and when my mother or my brother had headaches and stuff, I'd just put my hand on their forehead and in a few minutes it was gone. This ability went away in time, but it made me curious about this stuff.
At the age of 15 I started to become an empath (I guess), like I could feel when people were not feeling well, either face to face or through text. I could see everything they felt, like the grief in their eyes or the joy. Now I'm 20 and it feels like this ability has developed. Now I can read people very well, it just feels like I can look at their face for a second and just know stuff about them, whether they had a dark past, family problems, they suffer from depression or they're just simply happy or sad. It's like I'm seeing through the facade. I can even tell if they're good or evil (or balanced, which scares me about some because I don't know what to expect), and through this, I keep myself away from them or come closer.
I want to know if you had this kind of experiences throughout your lives and if this might be something psychic. Is it just me being good at reading people or is it something bigger than that? But what if I'm wrong and I'm just crazy? I'm trying to find a meaning to all this and I can't, for now. And I'm curious how could I basically heal my family when I was younger and if there's any way to develop that kind of ability, if all this psychic thing is real.
Thanks for reading, appreciate it!