I have had a number of things happen in my life that make me wonder if I have some sort of psychic ability because I can't explain my experiences in any other way.
The biggest event happened one and a half years ago. The story starts when my triplets were born. I brought them home and I noticed their bedroom was always cold. I put plastic over their windows but nothing seemed to really help. I just jacked up the heat.
Once the babies were big enough to go into the bathtub at the same time, I started noticing them always looking behind me in the hallway while I bathed them. All three would look, as if their dad was home or something. I always looked behind me but never saw anything. I felt something though (can't really explain that).
It got to the point where one week I asked in my nightly prayers, "Please let me see what my babies see." Within that week, I did. I woke up around 5:00 am one morning. I don't know what woke me but I was woken instantly. At the left side of my bed was a man. He looked like a "preppy" type of guy. He was maybe 25 or so. His mouth was wide open and had a very confused look in his dark eyes.
The core of his body was there but the bottom half was just swirls of clouds (my best explanation). I was so scared I froze. I looked over to the right side of my room in hopes he would go away. He didn't. I could still see him in the corner of my eye. He just kept staring at me. I blinked my eyes a million times and he was still there.
I felt paralyzed with fear but soon realized he wasn't going anywhere. I gathered the strength to look at him again. He was still looking down at me and looked so confused. I said, "You need to go to the light. Please Jesus take him. Please go with Jesus. Follow the light." I didn't really know what I was saying. I just wanted him gone.
It happened almost instantly after I said those words: He looked like he got pushed from behind. He looked kind of scared but he began to move forward (being gently pushed) and then he was turned down the hallway. As he left my view he turned his head and looked back at me. He was still confused but disappeared.
I jumped out of bed to check on my babies. They were all sleeping just fine. And the crazy part is that their room felt cozy to me. It took me a day to realize it but their room was no longer cold after that. I checked on my husband because he fell asleep on the couch that night. He was sleeping like a baby too. I couldn't fall back to sleep though. I just lay in bed and tried to figure out what just happened.
I have had visions of a few ghosts in my life. I had a little boy walk out of my hotel closet when I was on a business trip to New Orleans (a few months before the hurricane). He followed me back home. I didn't see him at home but I felt him. I told him to go to the light too and never felt him after that. I never told anyone about him because I wondered if I dreamt it or something. But this last experience shows me that I probably didn't dream about the little boy because I was WIDE-awake with the "preppy" guy.
I have also had interesting thoughts enter my mind at times. I wonder if I am just thinking about a certain person who passed or if they actually came to me. One day I was cleaning my bedroom and I had this overwhelming feeling that my deceased grandmother was there with me. I didn't see her or anything. We just had what I call a "pretend" conversation.
I talked to her in my mind as if she were actually with me. She told me a few things about my mother and then left my thoughts. I didn't think too much about it. I thought it was just me wishing to have a conversation with her. However, one week later my mother calls me and told me exactly what my grandmother said she would.
There are a lot of little things that have happened to me but those were the three major ones. Are these just strange experiences or do I really have some special talent here that I should try to develop? If I want to develop this, how would I go about doing so? Sorry for the long story. I appreciate anyone who is reading and can give me some feedback. I don't really have anyone to talk to. I am afraid people will look at me crazy. My husband believes me because he felt a change in my babies' room after I sent that ghost away. But, he doesn't know what to say about it.