Ever since I was little I have been very interested and drawn to the paranormal world and very connected to witchcraft, I have always been connected to the earth, animals and crystals.
When I was 3 years old my biological mother passed because of health issues and I always felt like she was trying to talk to me, until one day my thoughts were right the first word I heard in my head was "come".
Since then I have had lots of passed people talking to me (I call it "coming through" or speaking through my mind).
I haven't ever told anyone about what I hear in fear of them thinking I'm crazy or lying, until a few days ago, I had a woman saying proud like she was proud of someone for achieving something.
At the time I was scrolling through messenger and became very drawn to one person to the point where I felt sick to the stomach.
So this person I was drawn to was a male so I started talking to him and asked if he had lost someone like a grandmother or am aunty, and as it turned out he had won an Australian wide photography competition and his aunty had passed away 1 day before he was notified that he won so I told him that his aunty was proud of him.
I have never felt a connection that strong.
I also feel as if I have an entity following me because I have always felt as if I'm being watched and I always get a feeling that something bad is about to happen and I've always been told that when I was little and living in Thornton I would always wake up when everyone was asleep and I would sit in the middle of the hallway and talk but when my parents would hear me they would come up to me and ask me who I was talking to and I would say "my friend" but they would say no one was at the house or even awake, I always end up waking up with random bruises, scratches and cuts that I didn't cause.
Is there something wrong with me?, Is my brain playing games with me? Is this normal? Am I in harms way?