I'm new not just to the site but this stuff in general. Powers, the third eye, you know I always thought it was cool, but this is the first time I've really looked into it, you know? It kind of freaks me out, I keep scoring above chance consistently. But the freakiest thing is I keep having dream about the worst ending.
I know that sounds confusing, but since I was little, I would have dreams, the longest being about, say 5 minutes? These dream stuck to me like glue some are over a decade old, but I still remember them. My memory is terrible and I don't remember any of my other dreams for more than a day, and they are never so slow and clear, every other time it's just a fast pace blur. But this? Real time and clear cut details. Every once in a while I'll have a dream about something that's going to happen. This isn't unusual for me, but the time can never be determined. One time it happened the next day, other happened 10 years later. Its kind of nice feeling the sense that's it finished though. However sometimes I'll have a dream about the worst thing that could happened. The first time, I was a child. I had a dream where I drowned in the bath tub. Now I've never claimed to be normal, death is just as curious as life me, always has been, so I wasn't worried but I did get chill. I forgot it, like everything else. The next week during back, it slammed into my train of thought and derailed me entirely I thought about telling my mom but just then everything in the dream started to happen. When my lines came I changed them, and nothing happened. It was just like every other night.
As I get old my dreams get shorter, hazier. But sometimes the settings the people will come back, and I'll think 'I've seen this before' like deja vu, but with blurry photo evidence in my mind. People echo what I think they will say but I don't remember what happens when I say something. Like I said I have short premonitions, they always can be called upon, but these hit me second before the events with a sense of danger to them. It happened recently but I haven't had a premonition in a long while. I just want answers, if you have any.
Anyway, the recent one was last week. I smelled "blood" around, even inside the house. I didn't think back then that it was some kind of premonition again because no one is sick. I never had a clue who's involved. I was able to confirm it and this time, it wasn't for a human but for a pet dog. I could say this because there's this stray dog that I considered my pet, been feeding him daily for his lunch and dinner and I know he considers me as his fur Mom. I've known him since he was a malnourished puppy that I found on the street. The only difference is that I could not take him in because he is claustrophobic. He just wants to be in the street. He's such a sweet pet. He's always happy seeing us back to the house every time we go out. Some days back, I found him sick, he refuses to eat. I saw that he has some kind of blood coming out because the container shows reddish. Some people say he might have been attacked by bad humans roaming around. All he does is just drink water from the container I leave outside our gate having fresh water all the time. Some strays cats and dogs drink on it too. I noticed too that he couldn't close his mouth and a lot of us from the neighborhood noticed that. For several days, he's not eating solid food. Anyway, this afternoon was the worst, we found him, all wet from the rain, lying in one of the neighbor's pavement but still breathing. This is the saddest day of my life. I don't want to tell the details anymore. I know he's dying though I saw how he was fighting for his life. I prayed and asked God that if my dog would survive, please heal him fast, otherwise, if he will die, take him fast too and not prolong his suffering. I wasn't expecting this and I feel so depressed. I know premonition is part of my gift but there are times, whenever it happens within my circle, it's hard for me to accept.