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Messing With Evil Things

 

I am writing today because I have been experiencing many things that don't seem to make sense to anybody and since the subject keeps slapping me in the face, I must look into it further. I found this site in my quest for information on my "abilities". I hope that some of you can maybe guide me in the right direction.

My first recollection of 'dejavu' was when I was 6ish and I shocked my dance teacher by knowing the routine before she had taught it. I didn't think much else of it.

I have seen 'dark figures' in homes, on porches, even in the back seat of my car, although it is normally out of the corner of my eye and at one point in my life, I actually avoided one country road because I would see someone hanging from a tree. Talk about being freaked out by that one. I have also seen a few 'people' in full color and known they weren't real because they disappeared and no one else saw them. Who knows how many more I may have seen and not realized they were not 'real'?

I get these strong feelings about things, either a calm that everything is going to be fine or a burdensome feeling that let's me know that the outcome of a situation is going to be bad.

This is just a sampling of my experiences and I don't want to go on forever. I just want to know what am I supposed to do with this, if anything? And are there people who can mentor me? I get overwhelmed sometimes by it all. I recently saw something on TV that caught my attention. It stated that many people were being treated for mental illness only because they were not taught to deal with these abilities. And since I have been medicated most of my adult life for chronic depression, it made me wonder even more. Please advise!

I'd like to think I'm not crazy, and my family all scream that I'm messing with 'evil things' that go against everything they believe in. To be honest with you, I have been afraid to look into this for the longest because I was afraid to find out something that would go against what my upbringing taught me. But I have learned that just because someone doesn't believe in something doesn't mean it doesn't exist. Thanks for your time and opinions.

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Naturaliana (48 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-03-30)
It's actually very average that lots of gifted people get depressed because of their abilities. Especially since a lot of the time it feels as if no one else can understand what we are going through. Worse thing? You can't run away from what you are.
But...you don't have to do this alone. Let us help you, you don't have to face these things alone.

-Love and understanding, Val [3rd Vendetta]
TommyBoy (guest)
 
11 years ago (2009-03-30)
ya same here you shouldn't listen to me but I don't think you have depression or maybe the things you are seeing are making you depressed when you see something like the hanging man or something that I think you go to that and face your fears.
chuck (1 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-09-16)
gina I have the same thing going on I can't find help either... I'm in north carolina, charlotte to be exact... Call me 1-609-206-1687 cell #
YVE72 (5 stories) (212 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-09-11)
Hi ginalynna. Wow. You've got several things going on.

Clearly you can see spirits and ghosts and/or energy imprints.
I also see the clairsentience.

You mentioned the chronic depression and here's a thought. You might be empathetic. Empaths can pick up the emotions and symptoms of physical illness of other people.

While the gift of empathy can be helpful, it is a double-edged sword. It can be a burden. I suggested this to another poster... Learn to turn it off/on. I don't know how, but try this. Ask God, your angels, your spirit guides, WHOEVER to turn off your empathetic ability. At least until you are really ready to deal with it. Do this everyday until you feel a difference. It can't hurt.

Also, more importantly, start using some form of spiritual defense to protect yourself from negative energy (living or otherwise). Those with abilities are also especially subject to psychic attacks. The negative ones will try to affect your mood.

I normally visualize myself filled with and surrounded by white light. I also say a cleansing prayer before I go to bed (though I should do it a few times a day). "Please clear my mind, clear my mind. Please clear my body, clear my body. Please clear my soul, clear my soul. And take away all negativity."

If your family isn't supportive, don't tell them. Share those issues with like-minded folks, like us.

😊

Peace & blessings.
DaniBaby22 (1 stories) (10 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-09-10)
Hi Gina, I really understand where you are coming from, I am looking for answers to but am worried people think I am crazy or something! I don't have any answers for you as I am looking for answers myself, and have alwasy been a bit worried to look into it, mainly because I am scared of what I am going to find out, and also worried I won't be able to control my gift etc! I hope you (we) find the answers you (we) are looking for, just thought ild send a little support your way x

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