I am 22 years old. I always knew that there has been something different about me when I was young. I had an extremely close connect with animals, almost to the point that I could understand them and I could feel things and dream things in my time of need or to help people around me.
I have been reading angle cards for years now and really didn't take notice to any of my reading when they became true. But, the idea that I could be a medium is completely mind boggling.
As I said before, yes I feel things. I can feel the pain, happiness, fear, etc of others. I touch certain objects and I can tell them who gave it to them and the feeling I get from it but, not with every time.
What scared me the most was just last week. It was my 1st time to a cemetery. I was going to meet my boyfriend's mother that had passed away. As soon was I got out of the car I felt sick, like I was having a heart attack. It was not strong but I did have that feeling. At this time I had no idea how my boyfriend's mother passed away. He didn't want me to know until he felt comfortable with me.
I started to cry. I didn't know why I was crying but it just came out. I told him, "This feeling. It is like a heart attack. I can feel so much hurt. Like a black deep depression". He didn't say anything.
On the way out of the cemetery I felt better. Drained but full of life. On the way home my boyfriend turned to me and said, "It was a heart attack".
I did know what to do. I have been feeling this stuff all the time. Like I knew my sister would have a baby girl even though she was 40 and that my other sister gave hers up.
I'm scared that I have this power and if I do how can I control it. Feel like a freak.