I'm a 39 year old female. I had a baby 6 months ago. I've always thought I'm a little psychic in that I can often know who is ringing when the phone rings prior to picking it up or I strongly sense others feelings around me.
Just lately I've been seeing in my head either myself or a woman running, screaming from some knife wielding maniac. I've also seen the same woman (vague picture so hard to tell if me or someone else but I feel like I am the one screaming & can feel the screams, sounds weird right) trying to escape in a car & this unknown person is trying to grab me/her through the window. I just feel immense fear & dread on these occasions. I don't know if I'm seeing a vision of a past life or just losing the plot due to lack of sleep from having a new baby but it's the same thing all the time. I also of late feel like something is watching me for sure, like something is behind me or breathing near me.
I must admit that the feelings of something in the room with me have mainly occurred since last year when I learnt that an ex boyfriend of mine died a few months before & I went to visit him.
It's weird as not long after that, my fiance & I started toying with the idea of having a baby but weren't sure if we were ready. Not long after I became pregnant & had a beautiful baby boy. I just wonder if I have help from someone who has passed over. I don't know if it's my ex or a relative. My aunt on my Dad's side died a horrible death due to alcohol abuse & my Grandmother on my Dad's side mysteriously died, my parents are vague on what happened but my sister said she found out my Grandmother committed suicide by sleeping pills & taking a bath to escape my abusive Grandfather. I was very young when these deaths occurred so don't remember them.
I do feel sometimes someone is looking out for me, like I hear a voice warning me of a bad day ahead or when driving, just to be careful then I see a lunatic scream by or cut people off in front of me or I just get advice, like when I'm trying to make a decision, it's like something in my head makes it for me.
Help, I think I'm a nutter!