I have a couple of experiences to share. First off, I have been seeing this "demon" thing at my bedroom door almost every night for the past 4 years. He says he means no harm. Of course, I believe it though. He tells me, whenever I do bad in school, he says, "How are you going to fulfill your destiny with marks like those?" I asked him who he was (I say him, because he identified himself as a male). He said, "You will learn in due time." He keeps telling me about my destiny, if I do something wrong.
He got disappointed in me once and I remember almost nothing of that day. I just remember his face. A terrible face it was. Blue with red streaks and jet black eyes, no room for white or any other color of the spectrum. Pierced lips, nose all the way down, and eye brows. He even had the nerve to visit me at my lunch detention at school. He slammed my table that I was eating at and everyone looked at me, not at him, so I know no one else can see him. He got very angry, I couldn't breathe, eat, talk. It was horrible. He never did that to me before. Is there such thing as a "good" demon? A "guardian" demon as well? If so, is this one of them? Or am I his pawn in something that will unravel in the near future?
Another experience is that I noticed I was a sensitive, or an empath. I can sense someone's emotions once they walk through to my house. I don't like school because of that reason. Too much negative energy there. I can't handle it, and I always end up being so bummed out. My heart races, my head aches, my joints hurt. My stomach feels as though someone has tied my intestines into a giant knot. I called my friend once, and told her to hang on. She then stated, "What's wrong?" I simply told her, "Ow, my head hurts, and my stomach feels as though it is on fire. I'm starting to sweat, and pant heavily as well." She paused on the phone then replied, "Are you okay? Do you have a stomach virus like me? When did you start feeling this?" I told her once I got on the phone with her, "Once I got on the phone with you". Also, since I live in a stressful household, where yelling occurs, at family and friends, I tend to be in a not so perky attitude like I used to be.
Another experience was, I was trying to enhance my telekinesis, thinking I might be able to. But it never seemed to work for me, or so I thought. I would sit in a quiet room, and just concentrate on nothing but the spoon, picture it, feel it, and all that. But, after a half an hour or so, I just gave up and left the spoon there. I came back about an hour later, the spoon was bent, twisted and elongated. How did this happen? Could it have been that my energy was still with the spoon even after I left? I need to know how this occurred, and if I am a sensitive, what kind of other abilities is my kind intentionally supposed to have?
Last thing on my list to tell is my premonitions. Whether it be through a dream, or a very intensely painful stomach ache, I feel as though something is going to happen. For instance, the day of 9/11, my dad worked as a police officer and patrolled around there. Once he left, and I hugged him good bye for the day, I got a huge stomach ache. It hurt so much. I pictured it as a professional wrestler attacking you non stop in the stomach, and then finally setting off an explosive in my intestine. I tried to tell my dad, but he couldn't stay, he had to go. Later I find out while in my 3rd grade class, the twin towers had gone down, and my father was 1 of the 1st responders. Luckily, he is alive, but not well. The toxins totaled his immune system and all. Not only 9/11, but also minor things in my life, like me failing a test, would go to me passing it because of me learning it through my premonition.
So please, if you have something to say that will help me, please do as it will be much appreciated and help me out if you read this. I need to know what I am experiencing. So please help me out as best as all of you can do.
If age is of any matter, I am 14 turning 15 tomorrow. For me in about 4 minutes. October 7th. 10/7/08