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Coming To Terms With Whatever I Have

 

I don't know where to start. I've been having visions and feeling energies for as long as I can remember. My father runs a cemetery and I was once living there, now that I think back, I've always felt the presence of something. It can be overwhelming. To be honest with you, I lost contact with that part of me when I started taking drugs (prescription/street) but now that I've been sober for a few months, memories, feelings, energies, are flowing back to me. I've been going into trance like states and writing "poems" that are, although very cryptic, are very revealing.

The reason I'm attempting to contact someone on here is that last night me and a childhood friend had an experience that really confirmed that there is indeed a "presence" in my household, mainly the downstairs family room. My friend and I were at odds all night, which we have been for some time, but we almost got into a physical fight and there were some harsh words thrown at each other. So we went and sat in the family room downstairs, listened to some music and once the music stopped, we looked at each other and felt this cold chill. It's really funny because I'm feeling it as I type this, and we both started crying.

Keep in mind, we are 20 year old males from New Jersey. We haven't cried around each other since grade school. The feeling of fear and solace took over us and we cried and opened up and I feel like we found a deeper understanding of each other through this, BUT, since we did give the "presence" acknowledgment, I believe it keeps trying to connect with me. It seems like a mesh of multiple "spirits".

Either way, I'm trying to understand, is there any way I can help it find peace so it can leave me alone for once!? I try to sleep and all I feel is it sitting there. It's kind of annoying! Can anyone give me any insight as to what to do?

Thanks!

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resolutionrevolution (1 stories) (1 posts)
 
14 years ago (2008-10-29)
thanks for the help. My father runs a cemetery, I was living there for quite sometime... Not to mention I just found out some crazy history. My family has a very strong connection to the dead. I've recently started asking for help from my close passed relatives, seems to make things calmer. Happens to be that I'm a musician/educator. Strange.
mystical2 (16 stories) (483 posts)
 
14 years ago (2008-10-22)
First off, I want to congradulate you for getting clean.
I've been sitting here trying to feel things out on what you wrote. I'm not going to say I'm 100% sure what I'm feeling is correct. You have had a lot going on in your life it seems. The first thing that came to my mind is this entity/spirit has been with you for a long time following you drawling others in to you as well. I could be wrong, but this is what I'm feeling. I don't think I would worry about helping it, but getting rid of it is the key. When it bothers you, tell it firmly to leave you alone and it needs to leave. If you have a God, pray. St michael prayer is good. This probably will not solve all your problems, but may help.
GlendaSC (5 stories) (1475 posts)
 
14 years ago (2008-10-22)
This is a real shot in the dark since not around you, but a possibility which all of come here to think about. Others can advise you better. First you live near a cemetary so there might be spirits which you should ignore and tell bug off without giving them too much attention if possible. Second, you are young and strong and sensitive to boot and changing. Changes always bring "power surges" from my experiences. My guess you and friend are doing this stuff somehow. I don't understand that only that when I've had them, the locks on my van clicked on and off, for several years so traded it though the kiddies thought it was too funny, and the repair bills at my home were terrible. My logical, science husband is patient, but this pushed his patience. My best advice to you is if you are curious and want to sense "spirits" look for good ones, God ones or close relatives. Second, you are growing as people which can only make you stronger. Ask yourself what you want to see in yourself and doing in a few years and use that excess energy to do it. You might have challenges, but you have energy. Have you ever thought of teaching young children?

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