I have had several very strange experiences in 2003. I have never been able to find an explanation to these experiences. I really feel the need to understand and have an explanation for these experiences, so hopefully someone can help. A little background: I have been deaf since birth. Even though I am American, I've had a very strong and unexplained connection to Norway all my life. I am adopted, and I told my adoptive mother when I was 7 that I was from Norway, so she called the adoption agency, and they looked my records up, and to her shock, they confirmed it.
First experience -- psychic?:
I was in Norway, and staying with a friend who lives in Oslo, Norway. For the first week, I kept feeling constant deja vu and that I was being told I was exactly in the right place where I am supposed to be. Later that week, I had inner ear infections (which I very rarely get), and had to go and see a doctor in order to get antibiotics.
All that day, while my friend was searching for a doctor that would see me (many doctors refused, as I am not a citizen and thus not covered by the Norwegian health system), I kept "hearing" (telepathically?) a voice saying, "you are about to meet the man you will marry", "you will meet your husband", etc. I found that very odd, as I had a boyfriend at the time (I am a very loyal person, and would never ever consider another man other than my boyfriend, now ex. Unfortunately he did not deserve my loyalty, but I didn't know that at the time.)
Even though I did not have a doctor appointment, or even know where I was going, by the end of the day, my friend decided to take me to a walk-in health clinic. The voice "talked" to me more, as we were putting on our coats to go to the health clinic, said, "you are about to meet your husband", etc. Being the practical, logical person, I dismissed this voice. I wanted to tell my friend, but I didn't want her to think I was crazy.
The voice only got stronger in the car while my friend was driving over to the clinic, and even more insistent in the elevator going up. I also had deja vu too. While in the waiting room, this guy in scrubs walked through. The voice screamed, "that's him, that's your husband". I dismissed it, thinking of my boyfriend. But the voice kept talking. It turns out he was the doctor assigned to me.
I really felt a strong connection with him, which is something I've never felt before or since. It was like I ***knew*** him, like I ***recognized his soul***. It was a very odd feeling. I think he felt the same with me. I had the impression he was shocked at his feelings for me, and maybe a little scared of his feelings.
My friend must have sensed something between the doctor and I, as at the end of the appointment, she made a weird (and inappropriate) comment about us "wanting each other". I nearly died of embarrassment and left his office quickly (in her defense, it was totally uncharacteristic of her, and I think it just slipped out of her mouth). She later told me she saw both the doctor and I each turn bright red and look at the floor.
The next day, I had to leave Oslo, and go to another part of Norway. Normally I'd be excited, happy, and looking forward to the next part of my travels, but I was just hysterical and inconsolable, crying and everything, totally unlike me. I couldn't even understand why I was so upset. As my boyfriend and I drove out of Oslo, I realized I felt I was making a huge mistake leaving Oslo and the doctor, which was odd.
I have not felt any deja vu or anything since I left Oslo.
The doctor wrote me a letter after I returned to the USA. I wrote back in response to his letter, but didn't hear back. A couple of weeks later, my friend ran into him by chance, and he told her he loved and enjoyed my letter very much. He asked her to give me his email address and to have me email him. She said he had trouble writing his email address, didn't know about the "@" as part of an email address, and she had to help him write it down. He wasn't sure, and wrote down three different versions of his name, trying to guess at it. I emailed him, and two bounced back but one went through. I never heard from him again. It was odd, as she was careful not to bring me up to him, and he was the one asking her about me, and requesting that I email him.
I have sent him Christmas cards, but never have heard back from him. I sent him a card at Christmas 2006, and decided at the time it'd be the last time I send him a card unless he contacted me. I haven't heard anything, so I give up.
Second experience -- astral travel?:
Shortly after I returned to the USA, but before I received the letter from the doctor, I had this very strange dream. I'm not sure if it was astral travel or what?
I dreamt that I was in a living room in a house in Norway. There were a lot of picture windows in the living room overlooking a beautiful garden, and it was summertime. Then two little boys, obviously brothers, ran in, each holding a black Mini-Lop rabbit. They called me Mom, and asked me to hold their pet rabbits so they could go into the garden to play. Then they talked to their dad, called him Dad, who was behind me, then ran into the garden. I was sitting with the rabbits in my lap, trying to keep them in my lap and not let them get away. Their dad came up behind me, lifted my hair, and kissed the back of my neck in a very loving way. I could really feel his love, and my love for him, and it was an ***incredibly strong love and bond*** between us, unlike anything I've ever felt, even in real life. Then he came around to take the rabbits so I could stand up to start dinner, and I saw his face.
To my shock, it was the doctor.
I immediately woke up, sat up in bed (very unusual for me, only time I've ever done that in my entire life). My hands were tingling and warm, from the rabbits (my hands are usually cold). I could feel in my hands how the rabbits moved about while I was holding them in my lap. My neck felt like it had actually just been kissed, and even damp from the kisses. Then I realized the two boys (not sure if they are twins or just close in age) looked like their dad (the doctor).
I felt like I was purposefully jolted awake so I'd remember this. Like my spirit guide kicked me to make sure I'd wake up.
The next night, I dreamt I was on a hill in Norway, at Akershus Fortress overlooking the Oslo Fjord. Then this man who could have been my spirit guide, came up to me, and said telepathically, "those guys need to talk to you and it's very, very important", indicating two men on a nearby hill. I walked over to the hill, and my guide disappeared, as if to give me privacy. The two men were Norwegians, and had on the usual Norwegian doctor uniforms. One guy's uniform had a name on it, and that he was the doctor for Heidrun (an oil platform off of Norway). They said to me (telepathically) that I needed to come back to Norway as soon as possible, that my husband and sons were waiting for me. They also told me I had strep throat and I needed to see a doctor right away. I don't remember anything else.
I did not have symptoms, but I figured I'd better be safe than sorry, as strep throat is dangerous for deaf people, so I went to see my doctor in the morning. Turns out I actually did have strep throat. I was shocked.
Later on, I had another dream where I talked to the oldest boy. He said he was my son, and to "hurry up and come back" to Norway so that "they could be born". He said his name is Steinar, and that he is three years old. I tried to find out if they were twins or just close in age, but wasn't able to. I asked him, but don't remember his response. Steinar looks just like the doctor. I felt that in this dream, that I spent a lot of time with him, and asked him a lot of questions about our life, but don't remember what.
Then in another dream the other boy came to me very briefly, and I could see Steinar off to the side, and he said that his name was Sindre and that they were twins. Sindre seemed to be shy, and I think he's the youngest twin. He looks like the doctor but also like me, while Steinar looks like only the doctor with no resemblance to me.
Sindre is not a name I would have picked, nor do I like that name. I have decided if I do have twins, and he still wants the name of Sindre, then I will make sure he has it. I have the distinct impression that in the dreams, Steinar spent a lot more time with me, and that Sindre just came briefly.
Another dream, but it didn't seem as "powerful" as the other dreams:
I was in my local airport, and waiting to pick up someone. The doctor came, and we hugged each other. The hug lasted a long time, and it felt so right and so natural to be with each other. Then we went and got his luggage. Then we went out to the parking lot, and put his luggage into a Jeep Grand Cherokee.
I woke up from this dream (it was still 2003), and it didn't seem practical to me, because I have had a Ford Ranger truck for many years, and I'm on disability and have no money to afford a new car, much less a Jeep. Nor did I have the desire to get a new car, as I was happy with my truck.
Oddly enough, at Christmas 2006, my parents surprised me with an used Jeep Grand Cherokee. The one in my dream was white, and the one I now have is a Champagne Silverish-Gold color.
Sorry this is so long!
Can anyone explain:
- what happened to me at the time I met the doctor at the clinic in Norway?
- with the dream of the house, the two sons, rabbits, etc. -- was it astral travel or a lucid dream?
- with the dream of the hill, talking to those guys, and strep throat, what was it (astral? lucid?)? Especially since I did have strep and had no reason to suspect it until I was "told" to go to the doctor.
I just don't understand why I had such a strong reaction to this guy in Norway, and why I had precognitive thoughts before I met him, and then such vivid dreams afterwards.
If he was meant to be, then it's discouraging that I haven't heard from him.
I haven't had any "communication" or anything from my guide or whoever it was that "spoke" to me, since 2003. It'd be nice if I got some dreams or communication, even if it was not about what happened to me in Norway. Anything would be appreciated! I've tried opening up "communications", but haven't been able to "receive" anything, at least not that I remember.
Thank you so much for taking the time to read this, and any help and advice!