Exactly a month ago my friend/love interest (only 20 years old) passed away very tragically from someone who had punched him in the face. He didn't pass from the hit, but he fell back to the concrete and broke his skull. He later suffered a stroke and went brain dead. This is when I went to see him in the hospital.
They kept his body alive so he could donate his organs at approx 3am the next morning. As I went to see him, I felt like someone was behind me the entire time. We had an argument before so I wondered if he was there, was he behind me because he was still mad? But I decided to talk to him as if he could still here me, I didn't know for sure if a persons spirit leaves when their brain goes or if their HEART goes.
So I went on home and fell asleep. Around 4am, an hour after his scheduled organ removal, I woke up to a tingling sensation that was so strong it almost made me cry-it was so strange but I knew it was him-like he was sitting next to me, and I felt a warm sensation on the underside of my hand as if he was holding it! That confirmed he wasn't angry so I said 'I love you' and I'm sorry we had our stupid fight, and I didn't mean anything, I said. So I fell back asleep.
Then I was awoken TWO more times the same night. I started to worry. Why did he want me awake? Why wake me 3 times? And on the last time he awoke me I felt hostility in the air-or maybe just frustration-he was a gemini HAHA. I heard over my shoulder while I was laying on my tummy-'UP! UP! ARGGGGGGggg' and the gurgle noise faded away. That was scary more than reassuring. Should I be scared? Was that him?
A couple of days later I was listening to a song, without realizing it, I started to sway like I was dancing-then the words from ANOTHER song popped into my head-'if you want a show, let me know and I'll sing it in you ear' and instinctively I looked slightly over my shoulder and saw a shadow of an elbow, like it was grabbing my waist, dancing with me (not a scary shadow) kind of like a negative of a photo.
I since have felt him when I'm going to bed, like he touches my face and it tingles a bit. But sometimes afterwards I feel a hostile presence-and last night I really truly felt like I was being choked! I'm so confused.
Can this be two different spirits or am I being tricked? And lastly, do you think its truly the SPIRIT of him that comes to visit me in my dreams, he has green eyes in my dreams and he never looks directly AT me, he didn't have green eyes but he new that I liked people with green eyes lol?