My name is Nancy. This story of my life will be kind of long. Since I was 2 years old I had things happen to me. My first experience was knowing that my great grandmother was going to die and I never even had met her. She lived in Oklahoma and I lived in California.
I saw everything about her funeral, where we were going to sit, what the church look like, everything. I told my dad about this and he just brushed it off. Then 3 days later she passed away. We traveled that distance for the funeral and sure enough everything was exactly how I seen it.
After that until I was 16 years old I knew whenever a family member died. I knew the ability became stronger. Now they were telling me what to tell loved ones before they died, even when they couldn't speak anymore due to their illnesses mostly cancer. I was like a messenger. I always gave the messages even though everyone thought I was crazy. After awhile my own family thought I was scary.
When I was 16 I had a bad visitor. I was asleep on the couch, so I thought, and I woke up so hot and sweaty, it was dead winter no reason for this. Well anyway, this demonic looking creature told me to kill my family. I stood my ground and told it to leave me alone and I would never do anything to harm my family. I loved them. Ok that scared me bad enough I shut down my abilities.
Life went real well until about 7 years ago. I almost died and I had given up and wanted to die because I was in so much pain. I had a visitor come to me, I swear it looked like Jesus, but I can't say for sure the light was very bright. I knew I had my head on his lap and they touched my head and I instantly felt peace. Then 2 weeks later they finally found what was wrong with me and I got the help I needed.
Since that I never recovered fully, but now the abilities have come back to me but in a whole different way. I truly believe that I stay sick from being around people. I can feel them and their pain and their energy and if they are sick I know it because my body feels it. I'm older now and I believe I was given this gift for a reason to help others. So here is where I need help. After being around people or doing readings, how do I release all this so I don't get so drained and sick? I truly need advice and help. I don't charge for readings and I only help people that I know really need help. Is this the wrong way about going about this? If I am psychic or a medium can you tell me what abilities I have and explain it to me so I understand?