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By alina

(1 stories) (2 posts) (the author is a middle age adult)
Date: 2009-01-22
Country: United States
State: California
Category: Telepathy / Empath
 

My name is Nancy. This story of my life will be kind of long. Since I was 2 years old I had things happen to me. My first experience was knowing that my great grandmother was going to die and I never even had met her. She lived in Oklahoma and I lived in California.

I saw everything about her funeral, where we were going to sit, what the church look like, everything. I told my dad about this and he just brushed it off. Then 3 days later she passed away. We traveled that distance for the funeral and sure enough everything was exactly how I seen it.

After that until I was 16 years old I knew whenever a family member died. I knew the ability became stronger. Now they were telling me what to tell loved ones before they died, even when they couldn't speak anymore due to their illnesses mostly cancer. I was like a messenger. I always gave the messages even though everyone thought I was crazy. After awhile my own family thought I was scary.

When I was 16 I had a bad visitor. I was asleep on the couch, so I thought, and I woke up so hot and sweaty, it was dead winter no reason for this. Well anyway, this demonic looking creature told me to kill my family. I stood my ground and told it to leave me alone and I would never do anything to harm my family. I loved them. Ok that scared me bad enough I shut down my abilities.

Life went real well until about 7 years ago. I almost died and I had given up and wanted to die because I was in so much pain. I had a visitor come to me, I swear it looked like Jesus, but I can't say for sure the light was very bright. I knew I had my head on his lap and they touched my head and I instantly felt peace. Then 2 weeks later they finally found what was wrong with me and I got the help I needed.

Since that I never recovered fully, but now the abilities have come back to me but in a whole different way. I truly believe that I stay sick from being around people. I can feel them and their pain and their energy and if they are sick I know it because my body feels it. I'm older now and I believe I was given this gift for a reason to help others. So here is where I need help. After being around people or doing readings, how do I release all this so I don't get so drained and sick? I truly need advice and help. I don't charge for readings and I only help people that I know really need help. Is this the wrong way about going about this? If I am psychic or a medium can you tell me what abilities I have and explain it to me so I understand?

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The following comments are submitted by users of this site and are not official positions by psychic-experiences.com. Please read our guidelines and the previous posts before posting. The author, alina, has the following expectation about your feedback: I will participate in the discussion and I need help with what I have experienced.

jcrouch (2 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-04-20)
i don't know where to start. The story above sounds just like me. I have dreams of people close to me getting cancer. I keep having visits in my dreams from people both dead and alive, mostly as a child. I see and feel peoples illnessess. I see certain peoples ora's. When I was younger I didn't understand these feelings and tried to brush them off with alcohol. Now I'm a recovering alcoholic. Most of the time I have to sleep with my ipod on to help quiet my brain down. Theres a lot more that goes on in my life with this. My girlfriend has convinced me to try to understand this stuff. Who should I talk to about this stuff?
Thanks a lot.
James
academylin (14 stories) (303 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-02-02)
An exercise in chakra opening, can be as simple as an exercise in visualisation, although eventually you will feel a response within you to the visualisation.

Think about each area and channel you are opening/closing, and what it (the energy) can help you to do.

Picture the roots of a tree appearing from the base of your spine and growing downward into the earth below. Now at your genital area, picture a bright red poppy blooming into flower. At your stomach a sunflower opens widely, then, in your chest feel a beautiful huge pink rose flourish and become perfect. A cornflower tickles your throat as it erupts into life.
And there is an iris between your eyes, indigo in colour and almost searching with its delicate display of petals. At the top of your head a white lotus flower opens proudly.

To close them, do reverse! (from the root up) Then Either blanket yourself in white light after closing them for added protection or use a subconscious cape.
Linx ❤
alina (1 stories) (2 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-02-02)
I want to thank you all for the great comments I am learning so much. You are telling me axactly what I need to know and that's great.
Academylin you asked me if I know how to shut down my chakras no I do not can you please teach me how.
One other think here lately I noticed I'm starting to see these speaks of golden light they dance around before my eyes even if I keep my eyes straight they still move. What is this I'm seeing. I thought I had floaters went to the eye doctor and nothing was wrong and my blood pressure is normal too. Do these come when you are starting to open up more the third eye.

Thanks again for all your help
Blessing to you all in light and love
Oracle101 (2 stories) (506 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-01-30)
If you have the power to heal make sure you protect yourself before touching them. Otherwise if you end up with their pain/illness then you are healing them only by tranferring the energy. You are in fact taking a negative energy (possession) from these people. When I heal people I do not end up with their pain. It simply leaves them. So protect yourself first before healing these people so that you can still heal them but not end up with their pain or illness. Otherwise you could become very weak, and you might also risk passing the inherited illness onto the next person you touch.

After healing them you must next "close down" to prevent anything passing to you afterwards. It is similar to catching a cold. When a person is almost well, the cold virus seeks out a new person to invade. This happens in demon possession also.
Oracle101 (2 stories) (506 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-01-30)
When healing others always "close down" afterwards. This closes the door to reading the person further so their illness or feelings do not effect you and weaken you. Think of it like catching another person's cold or virus. It is important to protect yourself while helping them, the same way a nurse or doctor would. Learn to meditate and how to protect yourself. Several books on psychic ability give such information, but I will try to list as much as I can about it here.

Oracle
anonymous (guest)
 
15 years ago (2009-01-27)
Hi nancy

My name is ben. I'm a 14 year old boy in the USA, and I have been dealing with the same kind of things for almost a year now. (although I've never seen a demon, but I do sense spirits and can talk with them.). I have never done a formal healing or reading, but I can sense peoples thoughts and put thoughts and memories into their mind. I have never really shared this with anyone outside a psychic based site, but I can put emotions into physical objects. Literally. If someone picks up the object, they will feel the emotions in it. Dropping the I object in cold water seems to clear it of the embued feelings. When I am around people in pain, I, like you, can physically feel their pain, especially emotional pain. I find tranferring this pain into an object helpful. You can also, only if absolutely necessary transfer memories and emotions into animals. I tried this with my cat when I was 12, giving her memories of a scary movie. When she got frightened all of a sudden, I gave her a memory of a warm electric blanket. She calmed down almost instantly. I haven't learned about chakra yet and I don't know if this is bad to be doing, but I find that it helps.
Poko666 (1 stories) (22 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-01-26)
Hi my names Graeme and I'm 20. For about 3-4 years I've been able to sense spirits. At some points I've been able to make contact with them e.g have a kind of conversation. But I have never 100% trusted it and if anything I ignored it some what. And for the last 5 months or so I Have not been able to do it, until last night. I was lying in my bed, and put my light out. I looked up and seen a woman floating directly in my face with a rather angry look on my face and she wasn't the only one there there was a couple more. I had to leave my room so I went to the bathroom and there was a man with no face standing directly outside my bedroom door. It went on like this all night, so I didn't get much sleep. I have been able to sense things before but none quite like this. Even as I type I sense someone in the room with me (I cannot see them at the moment though). But I am dreading tonight encase the same thing happens again. I live with my parents and I've never been able to tell them. I was just wondering if anybody had some advice for me? It would be greatly appreciated.
vendettaBabes (3 stories) (335 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-01-25)
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-Vendetta
academylin (14 stories) (303 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-01-23)
It sounds t me that you are more of a "spiritual" healer than a "metaphysical" healer. (even though really one and the other are the same) however, you need to open your sessions with either a silent prayer (this need not be to a GOD as such, just to the "force" or "strength" you are utilising) and can be silent (in your head) or spoken, depending upon the limitations of belief of your client.

So long as the prayer is to a good source it will protect both you and him.

Once the session with your client is over you MUST close up your chakras.

Now there are varying levels of thought on this...Ie; some say you should ALWAYS keep your heart chakra open... So as that you can let the love and the nanby panby light continue to flow blah, blah,blah, as you can see I don't entirely hold with this.

But if your client has had underlying issues and cannot discard HIS ego and cannot face the reality which is HIS/HERS, then you MUST make a conscious effort to CLOSE ALL of your chakras down.

You do know how to do this right?

If not... Don't panic I will teach you, Let me know before I blether some more!

Linx
alina (1 stories) (2 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-01-23)
Thanks you both for this wonderful advice. Right now the only reading I do are for people I can feel their pain or illnesses. I won't do readings for people that ask about their boyfriends or for money etc. Thats not what I seem to tap into. I meditate before I do them but after them I have trouble. I try to meditate to release but they hang on. I have learned to avoid negative people now and it seems to help some. I just pick up on all emotions.
When I conduct these sessions I meditate first. I won't ask them anything I already know by seeing them and being near them what is wrong. I usually tell them what my body feels and I feel. When they tell me that I'm correct I try to close it off. I try not to let them talk about it too much I just let them know that I feel what they are going through. Then I say with this I will close. After I'm done the feeling can still last days. I hope I answered the questions you asked.:)
Edmund (578 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-01-23)
alina... You would have to talk to another healer for the best advice... It is usually released through meditation techniques. You have to be careful on how you release and where you release it or you can feed negative entities. And since you were visited by one and the nature of his question means you're good and or powerful and they would love to tap into that energy stream.
academylin (14 stories) (303 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-01-23)
Hello alina/Nancy,
What readings do you do at the moment please? And how do you conduct these sessions?
Linx

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