I have been experiencing a spirit for two or three years of. This spirit, I only see it as a complete pitch black shadowy figure. I encounter this spirit during my sleep. During day time, I only encounter the spirit as a quick glimpse which happens to disappear as soon as face it. The thing is, during the day, the shadow is completely harmless and feeble looking. I don't get a negative vibe around it, more friendly then anything else, oddly shy type.
During my sleep, it has a tremendous shape. I feel a negative and violent vibe around the figure. The figure in my sleep seems to want to overpower my body. The dream feels tremendously real. Unlike any other dream, I see my surroundings perfectly, I see myself moving my eyes the way I do when I'm perfectly awake. I feel the sweat going down my face. An anguishing feeling is what I get, since I can't move, no matter how hard I try to open my mouth to scream help. It feels like a yin-yang sort of experience. I can't seem to find a way out of this.
Lately I've been trying to get in touch with this spirit, seeing how in my dream I can see it perfectly. Just that I feel that in order to get in touch with the spirit, it seems that I have to perform a ritual. By that, I mean, my hands have to be constricted from movement. Basically I look like Dracula laying in his coffin, with his hands on his chest. That is the only time I see it in my dream. It always stands alongside of me. While I lay in my bed, motionless and completely aware of my surroundings. I always manage to break free right before it envelopes me.
I'm afraid of getting in touch with it though, I'm afraid I might not wake up the next day. If anyone knows anything about this please
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