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What Brought Me Here


For the past 2 weeks, I've had this unshakable feeling that something tragic is about to happen-this is something that has developed over the past year or so. I was super-depressed, but I didn't know why, and was vocal about knowing this profound depression wasn't becasause things are bad for me. The depression became sickness, and I was having to lay down durring lunch and even 15 minute breaks in a dark room. I was waking up gasping for air nightly around 4am every night. A week ago, my Grandmother states at a lunch get-together that she estimates her fiance "Jack" has 6 months to live. I just think of it as an awkward social commentary.

Last week: The depression and sickness are now all consuming, I'm unable to deal with anything in my real life. Wednesday comes, and I'm so distraught over this dread that something terrible is going to happen that I have to leave work early and rush to my psychiatrist, desperate for relief. I make it to Friday (my birthday) still feeling down, I remember having a dream the night before that I was in a building, and I'm looking for someone. I ask who appears to be a hostess if she has seen "..." and she interupts me.

"We don't use names here, but I know who you are looking for."

She then says "the person you are looking for is just GONE." The dream ends and I go to work (my birthday). I jsut can't jenjoy my birthday becasue I have this dark cloud looking over me of KNOWING something bad is going to happen. Later that night I get a message from my mom--my Grandma's fiance' passed away today and the sickness is gone. This was the event I've been dreading.

My fundamental error is that I think something bad is going to happen to me, but never does. It's always someone I know.

I can't see the future, but I can feel it, and I can never know what the event will be, but will recognize it once it happens.

I told my mom, "I had a dream that someone I was looking for was JUST GONE. And I've been sick for 2 weeks knowing smomething bad is comming. My mom says "You must be psychic" so I forward the message to a close friend of mine. She replies, "I told you you were psychicly sensitive a month ago." This tragic news was also kind of a relief to me."It" was over and I realized that when I feel this it's not about me.

My close friends heveals herself to me as an "empathic", and she was reluctant to tell me what she felt in me.

I accepted my new reality at that moment and spent te rest of the weekend deep in research. So here I am.

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Darkrai99 (5 stories) (23 posts)
14 years ago (2009-11-05)
You have an awesom gift of sensing---but remember, don't let your power take over who you are and what you're doing. When you start to feel this way, concentrate or meditate on how you feel so you can have a clear mind on what's going on. This gift may possibly turn into something you can use to prevent some of the bad things from happening. 😁
I wish you the best of luck. ❤
XtjrX (7 stories) (300 posts)
14 years ago (2009-06-02)
WhispersOfMyName: I AM Jack's pleasant suprise that you picked this story to reply to!:). I really needed a smile. I read a wonderfull book called "the golden dragon of the red dawn". My daughter brought it to me from her school library-because the dragon on the book cover reminded her of my self-done dragon tattoo. She asked me to read it to her. I liked it a lot:) Annie was the other character in the book. There was a letter to the character Jack from St. Germaine on how to better reach people-little poems. Just like in my favorite movie.
WhispersOfMyName (1 stories) (10 posts)
14 years ago (2009-06-02)
For your research I think you should look back in your family and hang out and practice with your friend.
Poolshark218 (1 posts)
14 years ago (2009-04-01)
I just wanted to say that I love your posts and I've read most of your comments and stories. ❤
XtjrX (7 stories) (300 posts)
15 years ago (2009-03-25)
Thanks for commenting JillyBeanBilly; this pre-cognition marks the before and after point in my life. My revelation that will lead to greater control is that these events aren't about me... They are of things to come for people I know. I am at peace with myself now.
JillyBeanBilly (1 stories) (10 posts)
15 years ago (2009-03-24)
I'm not going to sit here and say what you are, because I am new to this site, also and am just learning about my own abilities. 😊
But I can offer some advice, I suppose. It definitely sounds like you have something going on and it seems to consume every aspect in your life. Just remember that your gift doesn't control you, you can control it. It's okay to sense things, but don't let it over power you. Use it as a tool.
I hope that in the future you can use this as an advantage and not a disadvantage. 😊

Good luck.

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