In the little time I've been on this site, I've realized that I'm clairvoyant, premonition maker, empathic, and can control the wind to some degree.
Every time I try to develop something, I always come across something else. For example I was doing some meditating exercises to help my clairvoyance and came across premonitions. Also I was trying to make a shield for my empathy and I came across the air element, and psi balls (don't know what they're called) I would love to learn how to make a shield, every time I try it seems that I push my air element out.
I want to know why I have or am starting to have all these abilities, they're very faint but are growing slightly stronger every month. Though since I came across all of these things, I realized that every couple of weeks I'll have a week where I'm dead tired, I feel drained and I can't seem to sense anything, my abilities don't work during this time period. I would like to know what is going on?
Lately, I've been hearing whispers; mostly of my name, or my name and to do something; like "Sarah go to bed", "Sarah it's OK" and things of that sort. They don't scare me and I feel protected in some way, like I know I'm safe with them, well most of them anyways.
I've also seen circles with either yellowish white color, reds, blues, and or just black or white fly around. They're every where I go, if I'm outside I'll see two, if I'm inside I'll see a bunch together it's weird. Sometimes I'll see it clearly against the walls. They'll be about six of them floating as if trying to form a pattern or something, they'll have blue in the middle or all of them. Once time I saw one that one in a shape of a foot, I freaked out. When I go into my sister's room I sometimes see a red orb zoom around quickly then leave.
I would love to know why is this all happening now? All of these things I have been experiencing started on my 13 birthday almost a year ago, and I would like to know, why me? Why now?
Nothing big has happened in my life, and I would love the guidance. I don't know what to do.