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So I'm just lost and confused about this. I am 19, I don't know if it matters but I have always been the weird one of the family. My parents were full of knowledge I guess I can call it of the paranormal, and everything that comes with it. My father was the black sheep. All his brothers and sisters practiced, and followed "something". Well I think it was inherited to my siblings, and me but they chose to ignore it, and since a baby I always heard, dreamed, saw things. I think it amplified it, more.

Well first, I was told that before I was born, I was cursed through the womb. Anyways, when I was a little girl, I would wake up every night with this recurring dream of my mom being sacrificed, like the movie the mummy how eve is on a table back in ancient times, well exactly like that, but with a dagger and I would wake up screaming, crying. My mom would say it was just a dream but I knew it wasn't until it occurred. I have always dreamed, rare things. It was months then years before they would happen, it was annoying because I was like why do I dream stuff years before they happen e.g. 3-5 years, and I'm not going to know when it will happen until I am at that exact place, and have Deja vu. So I was angry at my gift, so I stopped trying to understand it.

It would then be times, places, spirits, and things that I shouldn't dream. Like the end of time, that was one of the worst. But I stopped trying to figure them out, after a while, but it was always there. Another thing, is I always saw, heard, sense, them. They would bug me a lot. Talk to me, call me, and wake me from my dreams. It was bad, it would scare me, I think that's the one that I least like, and I don't like it. I would see a priest, a white ghost very young pretty, she would call me, one time, She said come here and I thought it was my sister. I told her wait let me connect my phone to the charger, and I'll go. I would always see this black shadows run around my hallway, be around me, scare me, call me. I use to wake up with bruises (hands, finger prints), scrapes, and Just mess with me.

One time, I was sleeping I woke up because I felt someone staring at me as I slept and it was a shadow with red eyes, staring over me, with anger, so evil. This happened twice around 3-4 am. "This is in my old apartment, built in front of an old mansion with a private burial ground". I quickly closed my eyes, prayed and fell asleep. Another was, me staring at my own body, and I could hear two little girls, asking me questions in another language and I would answer in that same language, and I got frightened and went back to my body. And awoke. I don't fully understand how they can get information, out of me in dreams or sleep. Can't I hold it back?

I was doing my homework "2004/2005", and I was really either concentrated or I don't know, but this mans' face projects in green, right in front of me, he's very sad, elderly, like trying to say something but wouldn't. I don't know what that was, can someone explain it. I'm still curious to know what, and why did I see it. It was the first and only time. I don't know of anyone dying, or sick at the moment. So it's odd.

I have always had people tell me there whole life story as if they knew me, I can know what your going to tell me, say, think, or want to tell me. I think its telepathy not sure, It happens the most with my sister, I'll hear her call me, and I'll say what. And she will either tell me or change her mind. I can sense when someone's watching me and look directly at their direction, catch them staring at me. I like doing that, I see them shocked when I look directly in their eyes, sometimes they're angry, embarrassed. I can feel either good vibes or bad from people, places, or things.

Also, I am not sure who or what it is, but it's been with me as far as I can remember it leaves me, sometimes months, or days, but it left me this time for years. But it came back and I know it's reading everything I'm writing anyways. Well what is it. I can feel it when it gets mad, and it's hurting my hand now. I have a deep cut, from my cat that went crazy on me three days ago. Well, why does it follow me, why is it with me?

So, I finally accepted these things, now, I had before but when I would look to my mother for an answer why, she would have a skeptic answer. I knew she did it to protect me, from what I'm not sure. But when she sees' that it gets serious she does these things to make them go away, but hides them from me. I confronted her two days ago, because I came to a conclusion that I was either insane, or I inherited it. And maybe the spirit stuck to me from what they use to do. Ugh I don't like when they touch me. Get's me mad.

Additionally, she said most likely I'm gifted. But my mood changes with different people, and one thing she said is to not get into the bad stuff. My dad did some pretty evil stuff. And I know she is trying to keep me from going there. I am not trying to be like that, I want to understand my gifts except the hearing them and seeing. Also, I did a cleaning from the curse I inherited. It was from a curandera who cursed my mother. I guess a shaman I think not sure. I apologize, I remember now its' that what is with me. Well ever since that good energy I get shocked all the time with my car, static. I see sparks, I shocked my cat today, and it was an accident. I do not know how or what state of mind I am. Emotion I am lost but it happens. Well my cat got mad, but I shock myself, people. Everything. I would get mad at first but now I am curious what is that? I have other things but at the moment this is all.

Oh one more thing, when I close my eyes, I see them, and it was clearer before but I prayed for it to go away. When one time I was going to sleep and this mans' face started to form. A bench then a girl, and it was getting closer, until she was in my face, and scared me. So I hate that... I did the remote viewing test, scored good... Well please I am open to hear your comments. If you can please help me. Thank you in advance.

P.s. I am not sure but lately I say things without knowing I say them, write stuff without knowing I am doing this, then I become shocked. Is someone doing this, or is it me.

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Timfaraos (426 posts)
 
10 years ago (2015-03-09)
Well, your dad practicing black magic, African style, opened a pandora's box of evil into his family's life, especially his kids', sad to say... Because black magic practiced by African witchdoctors is powerful, because they worship idols and spirits, and they even sacrifice their relatives to the demons! I know this, because the greek orthodox christian, missionary priests in africa, have written many books, discribing these things, (look them up on the internet). The only people that can help the natives escape from demonic oppression/possession and sickness, are these orthodox priests. Invite a greek or russian orthodox christian priest, to sprinkle your house and family with holy water, and TELL HIM YOUR PROBLEMS, he'll be glad to help, because he CAN! Trust me! You have nothing to lose! God has His arms open, and is waiting for you to go to Him... It's your choice! Good luck. God bless!
Ruth (4 stories) (156 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-05-22)
Eve, I am never scared. I have a spirit guide who I trust implicitly. My spirit guide let's the spirits through that are of a higher love and light and NOT the ones that are angry or come from a lower realm.

I am also concerned that these spirits are laughing at you. I am not comfortable hearing this. You will have to begin prayer and meditation as mentioned before.

You should not have spirits around you that are angry, this is wrong. Please do not let them touch you either. Get angry and tell them to leave OR go into the white light.

I will be submitting a story "a must read for the psychic". I would like you to read it when you get a chance.

Luv & Light
Ruth ❤
XtjrX (7 stories) (300 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-05-02)
Eve: your exactly right. It happened a long time ago. You can choose to be who you are
eve (1 stories) (11 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-05-02)
so are you still talking about my dream. About what happened to my mother. Well that one, I dreamed even before the mummy came out. I was 4-5 years old.
And if not what are we talking about lol sorry. Just continue to tell me even if its long who cares.
XtjrX (7 stories) (300 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-05-02)
Eve: I didn't say your symbolism. I mean images the mind creates to fill in the blanks. We see this a our reality. When our rational mind picks stimuli on a subconsious level and can't quite inturprit it, it triggers fearfull images in the movie in our heads we call our reality. I should just stop now, it's a long story
eve (1 stories) (11 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-05-02)
What do you mean my symbolism?
Well the only thing, I pick up is that they'res something I should know but she does not want to tell me.
My whole life, she always had a rational explanation for everything, always skeptical. I always dream with this guy he always takes care of me. Is that my spirit guide. I feel happy, safe, and loved. I don't always dream with him, but when I do he always takes care of me. I was told by one of my friends (6 years ago), that they're guide found an interest in me, and would always visit me, but didn't like to manifest himself to me. Could that be him? I'm just throwing this out there.
XtjrX (7 stories) (300 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-05-02)
Eve: symbolism is complicated. Its not important what my mom thinks happened to me. The point was that she knew I had abilities that defied her reality. So she was afraid, and I picked up on it, and I was afraid of something I've never even seen. Your mom probably manifested her fear in the way you described.
eve (1 stories) (11 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-05-02)
Yeah my dad was not a role model at all. He was actually disowned. He practiced black magic, the kind from Africa. Well, I don't think I cause trouble, just a little. But I have the worst luck ever, things always happen to me. My dad did know what he could do, I am unclear if he had psychic abilities. I would not be surprised if the unfortunate luck is coming from him. What do you mean aliens? You dreamed it? You lost me there. My gift of dreaming has been with me so long it started with months, quickly advanced to years. So, I can see what is to come years before, it be nice if I could see a day or week you know. Oh my mother is not scared because of what I dreamed. Sorry if I confused you there. I am one of three kids, who chose not to ignore the abilities. That may be the reason why, Death has always followed us. A black shadow use to watch us sleep, when we were newborns. My mom has always protected us. My father does not care. I think their is more to this. Yeah, I am confused, I know that I am good, but will it make me bad? Yes, I have always had it tuff with these abilities, don't know what they all are, since they are different. I would like to hear your thoughts, and comments.
XtjrX (7 stories) (300 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-05-01)
a clarification to all: for the record I was NOT operated on by aliens. That is science-fiction.
XtjrX (7 stories) (300 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-05-01)
Eve: I can relate to your story. In my case there is most DEFINATELY a family connection to these abilities. I get what you mean about your dad, my dad wasn't exactly a role model either. Ironically, I tattood a "black sheep" on my arm because I've belt pretty bad about the trouble I can cause. Perhaps he didn't know he had ability, baybe he thought he was just "slick" I could be wrong, I dn't know you. But the mom/sacrifice/cutting theme resonates with me too. Expept for her it was "aliens" who dod something to me when I was around 4. Some kind of surgery. Well of course this scared me to death. But I think I can explain why her fear manifested the way it did. So maybe your wondering: "am I one of the good guys, or the bad guys"? Well it's really a choice. I do know that if your are "psychic"-whatever you like to call it - and don't know it one can cause a LOT of problems. Again, I can't tell you anything is fact or not, but your story is similar to my experiences, and I've struggled with who I am, and my abilities my whole life. I hope this helps some. I'm always glad to share my thoughts, but I don't claim to be an expert.
eve (1 stories) (11 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-05-01)
Thank you for taking the time to read my short story to me but long. Yes, I will focus on doing that, but get scared because I can feel them when they get mad, or are next to me, especially last night. Ever since, I've been on this site they have been touching, bothering more than the usual. I even had an accident today, I am not sure if it had to do with anything. Yes, I do that too, but I think when they annoy me/scare me, I just yell leave me alone. They do, but I can feel them just laugh at me. How did you come to like being a medium, I think I would like it. But, my family's past, I think their is things out there, out to get me. So, I think being a medium is being to vulnerable. My mom has always protected me, but I know they're something very important, I should know but it is kept from me.
To be honest, I would like to meditate to release anxiety, and stress. But closing my eyes, and relaxing makes images come to me easier, and it frightens me. They're not ghosts by the way. I would like to open my chakras.
What books would you recommend I read.
Ruth (4 stories) (156 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-04-30)
It was interesting reading your story.

First of all, if you pray to God to take away that ability, over a period of time, it will definitely go away.

I am a medium, when I was very new at it, I would see people's faces, right in front of my face. One day a lady got so close, I shouted out YOUR TOO CLOSE! And they never did that again. I know EXACTLY how you feel. But the best part is that they can't hurt you. I am use to it now and accept it whole heartedly. I would be very unhappy if my ability went away, so I pray every day that I have it.

You need to CONTROL your ability. Have you ever read books on meditating and opening your chakras? You need to meditate and create an invisible barrier so that spirits can still communicate with you in a SAFE manner. Once you master the meditating, Pray and opening up your chakras, you will be able to ENJOY your ability.

Please let me know how you go.

Luv & Light
Ruth - medium 3 years ❤

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