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My Gifts Get More Intense Since I Almost Died, Twice


I see Dead People. LOL. At least I could say that was all I saw as a kid. There were a group of them, a couple were angels though, not spirits.

When I was being born I had a heart attack. I had two holes in my heart and had to be "removed" from my mother quite quickly. They said when they cut her open my hand came out of the opening, reaching for my life, they said. I've always seen the angels with me, the spirits watching over me, or my family. In my Dreams as a kid it was always my future. I just didn't figure that out until high school, when the beginning of the dreams started happening. They still are.

I'm a "mix-breed" because of my family. I see, hear, get thoughts like they're memories before they happen, I "know" with no explanation. The whole "knowing" feeling came after I had OD'd Feb.07' and died, but didn't. Big mistake, but it woke me up. It gave me like a doorway I can't explain. It feels like my spirit had a connection with the "circle of life" before, but now I can see more, I can hear more. And most of all I understand. And that is a huge change.

I'm not telling people to go kill yourself. It was a mistake that changed my life. Sometimes God takes desperate measures to make one see their true meaning, the existence that was meant for your soul to accomplish.

True Story: I walked with an angel one day. I was sad and lonely, I asked for help to keep me from the path I once fallowed. I knew she was there. It was cold, and I wrote on the window of my tuck if anyone was there, and if they could here me. I don't remember the exact wording. As I leaned back some of the letters were disappearing faster than the others. And before the cold took the last of my sentences, what was left blew my mind. It said, "Yes I Am."

I walked with her for a while, I knew she was a female, and sometimes when I ask questions to spirits or anything I get a thought and I write it down so I can get my answer. Her name was Mary. And after her job was done, and I was ready to stand by myself again she was gone. But I had 2 weeks. She still watches me, and I see her in my room sometimes. She left me an imprint.

My experience is that I'm different every day that passes. And every day that passes I think I'm going nuts or something, but I know very well I'm more sane than most. LoL. The trick is knowing that NOTHING is an accident. NOTHING! We are the physical life, and that's not the only one. Our spirits gift is US, and they are ours.

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_miss_jacob1205525 (1 posts)
13 years ago (2009-06-18)
I wanted to join this site because I know--very well--that I'm psychic. I can see into the future, but only what's about to happen, whenever I want, and I have premonitions all the time, randomly. It started out with just, my dad picking up a coffee mug, then tornadoes. I once had a premonition of a tornado invading a market, and, it happened a week later. My eyes are also violet color, so, yeah. I can make electric currents go through people's bodies, (but it's still a small shock because I still have to work on it, and then it will get bigger) and I can move things with my mind but it gives me headaches, so I barely ever do it. ❤
epoy1984 (14 stories) (644 posts)
13 years ago (2009-05-13)
And I also see violelt. Green and violet I always see when I try to meditate for hours.
epoy1984 (14 stories) (644 posts)
13 years ago (2009-05-13)
Whenever I meditate, I always see a green aura in my mind. This green aura means:

GREEN AURA COLOR: Relates to heart and lungs. It is a very comfortable, healthy color of nature. When seen in the aura this usually represents growth and balance, and most of all, something that leads to change. Love of people, animals, nature; teacher; social

Bright emerald green: A healer, also a love-centered person
TommyBoy (guest)
13 years ago (2009-05-05)
I'm Glad that you had the honor of talking to a angel. See my Best-Friends Soul was taken at birth by a Demon. But The Ironic thing is that I have a angel of my own. He allows me to see The energy of people before I meet them. When I talk to my best-friend his demon tries to haunt me. Everyone is connected to the spirit world. Haha

Pray and The Angels will come.

-Your story is very well written. Lol

Good Luck 😁
Taurusgirl10 (8 stories) (113 posts)
13 years ago (2009-05-03)
I've read that some people gain paranormal abilites or their abilites get stronger after a near death experience sometimes.
I think it's true. It is very nice to be able to talk to an angel. Very inspiring. 😁
epoy1984 (14 stories) (644 posts)
13 years ago (2009-05-01)
hi.I also had seen the doorway of what you are saying in your story. It is like a white door that glows brightly white. I think I astral project when that happened.😁
bl_april (2 stories) (34 posts)
13 years ago (2009-05-01)
😁 your story makes me think of all the good that can come to ones life once you understand you can make a difference.
Tre (8 stories) (42 posts)
13 years ago (2009-05-01)
Ah I see why your psychic abilities had an increase. Being around entities; an angel for instance can help a lot in making your more aware of psychic power. Or your near death experience made you become aware of your psychic abilities. More powerful entities that don't suppress their energy is able to be detected more easy. But angels are different; their energy or aura is usually gold meaning great good or sacred and gives off a warm good feeling rather than cold. Fallen angels usually lose their golden glow and it becomes faint, dull and dim or loses it completely for doing wrong deeds. Seeing an angel is very rare and the fact you have a great description of it too makes my eyes glued to your story.

I only seen an angel once when I was five. My old house was usually full of bad entities.

I woke up one night because is saw a light. A woman in a white dress, she had golden hair and wings with white feathers. She was light in skin color ang she glew with a golden glow, couldn't look at her face because she turned away as I tried to get a better glance. All I saw was a smile as she turned and walked through the door.

Your story reminded me of that moment because when everyone says there's no such thing or you can't see it your story helps me tell them otherwise. 😁
Cocodreams (2 stories) (66 posts)
13 years ago (2009-04-30)
That was a wonderdul and inspiring story. Once my neighbor decided to cut thb branches off this huge tree in his yard. He fell off the ladder. The EMT came and pronounced him dead. He came back to life the next day. He told me that he saw "the light". He was going towards it and it was getting brighter. Then an angel came to him and told him he isn't ready and to wake up. I haven't seen him in years since I moved but I ran into him on the train last year and he said that same angel is still with him. He used to do drugs and be satanic. He said that experience changed his life and he's clean now. His angel protects him. Your story reminded me of him.

Your story is beautiful and also well written:-)

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