Through out my life I've always felt spirits among myself. I have also been through some odd psychic experiences. But the thing is, it confuses me greatly. This is because I've always been doubted and I never know if I'm crazy or if I'm actually gifted.
My experiences started when I around the age of three. I would always see these two tall shadow like men in my house's freezer room. They were terrifying in the eyes of the three year old of course, but my parents always thought I just had a wild imagination. Around this time many of my friends would come over and feel something as well around this room making them very scared and anxious. While experiencing these figures daily, I would also have nightmares of them hurting me too. I soon found as I grew older that I didn't see them as often. But I did rarely catch glimpses of my dead cat.
I soon stopped seeing anything for around seven years. It had been at this age I saw another odd thing. I was at a sleepover with a couple friends when one of them pulled up a website which showed real corpses of people. These pictures obviously terrified me greatly. After we all attempted to sleep I found it very difficult. Both my friends were sleeping on the bed as I was on the floor. I had turned myself around to look under the bed only to see one of the corpses of a woman that was on the website. The woman was very vivid and I'm sure my imagination couldn't have created it alone. It looked as if she was alive but at the same time looking as if she was dead. Is this possible?
It has been years since I've seen anything until awhile ago. My cat started scratching outside my bedroom door and when I opened the door I saw a young girl. She was wearing a white gown and oddly enough she didn't have eyes. Instead she just had black holed where the eyes should be. Using my instincts I shut the door and blocked her from my head.
I hadn't seen anything for awhile again until very recently. I saw the same girl in my kitchen from my bedroom. It had been dark but I'm still quite sure I couldn't have imagined her. Do you think maybe I'm a medium of some sort?
All these things are quite odd. But now I've been able to read my friends thoughts. Not always perfectly but still quite close. I've also been experiencing random waves of different emotions which are unexplainable. I have often been able to tell how my friends are feeling without them telling me. I have also recently been having dreams involving myself which come true quite quickly! This including finding two dollars among many coins in my backpack. I have also been hearing random voices at night which appear to be the voices of all the kids in my class! It's odd because I'm not thinking what they're saying. Not only this but I've been seeing 11:11 tons.
What I'm wondering is what exactly am I. Am I crazy? Or am I a specific type of sensitive? I would also like to know if I'm actually seeing what I'm seeing and it's not my imagination. Your input might be nice as well!
This may not help, but in a way I've always felt special.