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Through out my life I've always felt spirits among myself. I have also been through some odd psychic experiences. But the thing is, it confuses me greatly. This is because I've always been doubted and I never know if I'm crazy or if I'm actually gifted.

My experiences started when I around the age of three. I would always see these two tall shadow like men in my house's freezer room. They were terrifying in the eyes of the three year old of course, but my parents always thought I just had a wild imagination. Around this time many of my friends would come over and feel something as well around this room making them very scared and anxious. While experiencing these figures daily, I would also have nightmares of them hurting me too. I soon found as I grew older that I didn't see them as often. But I did rarely catch glimpses of my dead cat.

I soon stopped seeing anything for around seven years. It had been at this age I saw another odd thing. I was at a sleepover with a couple friends when one of them pulled up a website which showed real corpses of people. These pictures obviously terrified me greatly. After we all attempted to sleep I found it very difficult. Both my friends were sleeping on the bed as I was on the floor. I had turned myself around to look under the bed only to see one of the corpses of a woman that was on the website. The woman was very vivid and I'm sure my imagination couldn't have created it alone. It looked as if she was alive but at the same time looking as if she was dead. Is this possible?

It has been years since I've seen anything until awhile ago. My cat started scratching outside my bedroom door and when I opened the door I saw a young girl. She was wearing a white gown and oddly enough she didn't have eyes. Instead she just had black holed where the eyes should be. Using my instincts I shut the door and blocked her from my head.

I hadn't seen anything for awhile again until very recently. I saw the same girl in my kitchen from my bedroom. It had been dark but I'm still quite sure I couldn't have imagined her. Do you think maybe I'm a medium of some sort?

All these things are quite odd. But now I've been able to read my friends thoughts. Not always perfectly but still quite close. I've also been experiencing random waves of different emotions which are unexplainable. I have often been able to tell how my friends are feeling without them telling me. I have also recently been having dreams involving myself which come true quite quickly! This including finding two dollars among many coins in my backpack. I have also been hearing random voices at night which appear to be the voices of all the kids in my class! It's odd because I'm not thinking what they're saying. Not only this but I've been seeing 11:11 tons.

What I'm wondering is what exactly am I. Am I crazy? Or am I a specific type of sensitive? I would also like to know if I'm actually seeing what I'm seeing and it's not my imagination. Your input might be nice as well!

-thanks

This may not help, but in a way I've always felt special.

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glight (1 stories) (10 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-06-06)
Donni: I will definitely start keeping a dream journal.:) No worries, I will be sure to avoid Ouiji boards as well as wished. I definitely want to keep safe away from unsafe spirits. I will also always try to nurture my gifts as well. YOu seem very understanding. Thanks again, you've helped a lot. 😊
Donni (24 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-06-06)
Hi Glight, Thank you for your sentiments. About your dreams: Start keeping a journal. Keep a pad and pen by your bed. Whatever you can remember jot down. It might not make any sense now, but it might later. Also a word of warning: Never let your friends talk you into trying a Ouija Board. You could accidentally attract a very dark spirit, that is terribly confused and manipulative. Please resist curiosity, as you don't need any more frightening experiences. You have a gift, that with careful nurturing can be used for good. D. ❤
glight (1 stories) (10 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-06-06)
Donni: On my last comment I forgot to put who it was for. Being paranoid lol, I'll put it now. The last comment was a reply to Donni.
glight (1 stories) (10 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-06-06)
oh wow. Thanks for your help. A sentient, that sounds interesting. I'm also sorry to hear about your uncle. It's amazing you had a dream of him before he passed. I'm sorry to hear this by the way. I find this interesting because lately I've been having many dreams that are coming true, more than I'm used to. Of course they're over the weirdest things, nothing that really effects me greatly.
Donni (24 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-06-05)
Hi glight, You are what's called Sentient. Spirits seem to sense this gift and are drawn to you. There is a difference between ghosts and spirits that have crossed over though. Ghosts, which I believe are what you're seeing, are still on this plain for one reason or another. They really don't know they're dead. This is why they appear in such frightening condition. Someday they will lovingly be guided to the other side and will be at peace. I have gifts also that come and go. I can never predict when I'll have a precognitive dream, premonitions, etc. I've had a smattering of everything happen to me. I wish my gifts were more predictable also, so I can't really explain why these things happen when they do. A week before my uncle died, he visited me in a dream and said goodbye. I didn't tell my aunt, as it would have only frightened her. Then the phone call came a week later, my dear uncle died from a sudden hear attack. Then I had a dream months later where he said that he would never leave me. My conclusion is that there are many mysteries that we should just be open to. Ask God to only allow what you can accept, and ask Him to show you how your gift can be used for good. D.
glight (1 stories) (10 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-06-05)
:) alright, that makes sense. Thank you for all of your help. You've helped quite a bit.:)
XtjrX (7 stories) (300 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-06-04)
Glight: I'm leaving it up to you to discover for yourself what you will be able to do:). If I told you XYZ I would be holding you back by defining what you can be, by infering what you can not do by omission:). That said, what I can do isn't set in stone yet either, but I can do things that I'm not ready to accept I can do or have already done:). I focus on fullfilling my purpose, I am here now because I have unfinished business. After all, our abilities are the tools we will need to do our work.
glight (1 stories) (10 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-06-04)
Xtjrx: thanks again. I may seem slightly clueless lol. If you don't mind me asking, what abilities do you have, or focus on? Also in your opinion, can you think of an ability that may come or be more naturally easier for me to grow into?
XtjrX (7 stories) (300 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-06-04)
Glight: oh yes! There is such a thing as an empath-sounds cool doesn't it? LOL,. It's feeling psychic; the ability to experience what other entities have experiened. Thoughts, emotions, joys, sorrows, illness, secrets, things like that. This is often just the tip of the iceberg though. So look around and see what other abilities sound cool to you. Once you find an ability it doesn't go away, but some are more natural to you than others, and are better focused. Let focus replace the goal of "more powerful". You wouldn't use a nuclear bomb to swat a fly right? Same thing here. I wish you the best. XtjrX
glight (1 stories) (10 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-06-04)
thank you. Does anyone know how to develop these 'gifts'? So that they won't go away? Or for them to become more consistent. Even more often?
Thanks for the input elyfugure and XtjrX it made me feel more confident.:) and an empath? That's cool!:)
elyfigure (guest)
 
11 years ago (2009-06-02)
hey I see tall figures too. They are evil and they hurt me in my dreams. I definately think you have an ability. Sometimes, as we get older our gifts sort of fade away. Maybe that's what happened to you until recently. I think you are an empath because of those random waves of emotion.

P.s.- You are not crazy!:)
XtjrX (7 stories) (300 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-06-02)
glight: Crazy comes up a lot here. I say people "act" crazy, and you are too lucid to be insane:). Those who are special know they are special, but are made to question what they experience. I don't believe everyone is born equal, we are "made" equal to level the playing field, with words like "crazy".

To be crazy is to be dangerous to society don't you think? :)

Imagination is constructing a picture in our minds eye of something we are thinking of. If you see something you aren't thinking of, it's not imaginary I say.

Oh yes, those empty black eyes! They can be most frightful. Sometimes it's easier to look at them with your eyes closed. Try it.

Don't doubt what yuo experience one more day ok?:)

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