I am new to this site in hopes to find answers and maybe if anyone else out there shares the same experiences as I have.
I'm not sure what these "gifts" I seem to have. Began at age 12 and the older I become, the more I see. (26 now)
First; Black shadows. (person figured) When encountered, 1-5 days later a death occurs. (someone I know) the more I see, the closer that person is to me. (most seen was 3 before my baby sister passed away) Angelic or white shadows (that fly across me) signifying someone of a very great heart, whom you'd have no doubt would go to heaven passes away.
Second: Visions. Mostly in form of dream, and sometimes even awake. Apocalyptic dreams signify of major disasters (natural or terrorism) are to occur 1-5 days, disaster that makes world wide news. Sometimes I will even see what will occur. Visioned of cheating spouses/ false people. Instruction to take a certain path or to even leave the one I'm on.
3rd: A voice. Giving me instruction or info that within seconds, make since and I do obey. Example; In church, (am not religious) sitting and listening to the discussion. Very suddenly a voice no my own stating I need to give a hundred dollars. I even looked around me to make sure it wasn't someone actually talking to me. Moments later the pastor pulled a lady out from the audience and said anyone willing to give a hundred dollars to this lady will be blessed. Turns out, that woman was very much in need. The pastor was confidential about it but did find out from the friend I was invited by and who knew her. I did give as told.
4th: strong intuition. "see people" thoughts, feelings, if they are good/no good. Vision their deaths sometimes. Feeling the need and even told by the voice that I need to be the strong one. Always.
Please help, so I can understand myself better and possibly grow into it whatever gift this may be.