When I was about 6 or 7, I would always see these black images. I distinctly remember being in my grandmother's kitchen once and out of the corner of my eye, I saw something about the size of a cat. It was black and when I turned to look at it, it disappeared. Now that I think of it, it scares me, but I'm not sure why.
I guess that's when this all started. I'm fifteen now, soon going to be sixteen. I'm not sure if I suppressed these feelings, but suddenly I've started to remember different times where weird things have happened.
Only about four months ago did I start having these dreams. They are really random, normal things that I can never put into words. In my mind, it's a mess until it happens in real life. The weird thing is that right before they happen, no matter how fuzzy the memory of the dream is, I know exactly what is going to happen; like it's playing in my head.
Along with this, sometimes just the weirdest things happen; it's so hard to explain. For instance, the most random thing will pop into my head or just show up; a tv show, a word, a person, an object. Then the very next day, it'll come up in a conversation or show up in a store. It could be anything; and it haunts me. It'll come up at least 3 times in a day or week.
I've also had experiences with mind reading. One that I can really remember was when I was in class. I was with a group of friends and all of a sudden the wolverine movie just sprang into my mind. We weren't even talking about it when my friend brought it up less than a minute later.
This wasn't the first nor the last time it has happened. Sometimes sentences just pop into my mind and after a minute I wonder, what am I thinking? And I lose it, which leaves my brain frazzled. Also, these images constantly pop into my mind-anything from statues to sceneries. They come up randomly, when I'm not really thinking of anything and I can never explain them
The deja vu happens almost daily. At the very least, weekly. The feeling constantly comes over me.
Only recently, within the last two or three weeks, have I noticed I've been very sensitive towards music, the tv, pictures. When watching tv, if someone gets angry, a wave of anger flows through me and I feel the same anger. At school I often feel what others around me feel, and its like I can see into their minds but without really knowing completely that I can... If that makes ANY sense.
And I am completely captivated by the moon. I don't know if its significant, but when I see it, a longing comes over me and I feel a yearning towards it. It's like my soul jumps for it.
Oh and sometimes when I'm watching something about ghosts or psychics, my right side suddenly tingles, like pins and needles, and its every time. When I think of anything paranormal, I feel a tug towards my right side and I have to do something-bend my neck-anything to make it go away.
And finally, I sometimes feel like I'm being watched. It might be paranoia, I'm not sure, but it happens.
I just don't know what to do. If I am psychic, I want to learn how to control it. Sometimes it can be so strong and then so faint. If anyone can help it would be greatly appreciated. Thank you.