Since the submission of my last story, I've had a couple of more experiences and have also begun to remember experiences I had when I was a child.
A couple of weeks ago, my mother, brother, grandmother, and I went to Las Vegas to visit an uncle. On the second day, I felt sick and fatigued, so I stayed in bed most of the day. At around six, I started to feel nauseous; not enough to actually throw up, but enough to feel uncomfortable. I brushed it aside, thinking it was nothing. At around eleven, my mother tells me my grandmother was sick and had been throwing up. My heart sank. My uncle took her to the hospital and turns out she was dehydrated. I've heard of empaths feeling sick when those around them had been sick, and I've been told I could be an empath; that being said, this is my first time feeling another person's illness, if you could call it that. Could I have felt my grandmother's sickness? If so, why has it happened now? Today, I watched a highly respected psychic on television and she said that psychic powers usually become stronger when a person is around fifteen, sixteen. Well that week, I was turning sixteen. Could that have been my abilities becoming stronger with age?
Another thing that happened to me that week was that I had a headache from Sunday when we drove up, to Thursday, my birthday. Could this have been a psychic headache?
I spent that week at a retreat and it seemed that I was feeling what all these people around me were feeling. On this particular day, a gentleman came to talk to us about his son who had been in an accident this passed year. We watched a video, and the man was sitting directly in front of me. I swear, every time the speaker cried during the movie, I would start to bawl. It came out of nowhere, I promise you. Could this have been the empath in me?
Today I meditated for a bit. I closed my eyes, cleared my mind, and took deep breaths. After maybe a minute or less, I had a vision of an angel. My eyes still closed, I saw he was a little faraway, with something in his arms. A sword or book, I'm not sure. What could this mean? Are angels trying to reach me? Am I missing something?
So far, I still can't identify my visions until they happen. It's like I can't get the puzzle pieces together in my mind until a second before it happens. Also, is it possible to predict where someone is, or what will happen within seconds? For instance, sometimes when my mother asks a question about where my dad or brother are and I instantly know where but I never know if it's because I'm using common sense or if it's coming from another source. Usually after I answer, I ask myself, "How do I know that?"
Every night I dream. There was a period that I hadn't dreamt over a span of two years. At least not this constant. Don't get me wrong, I love them. My cousin once told me that when you feel like you haven't dreamt, you dream with angels. Could that have been what happened? Another thing, during that week at the retreat, I didn't dream until the night before my birthday.
I'm not sure if I make sense, I just hope I can get answers or help. Thank you anyone who can help or comment or anything in any way. It's greatly appreciated.