First of all, my name is Roxi and I'm 12 1/2 and I believe I can see future deaths.
One day I was walking around my home and I heard what sounded like my father, calling my name saying, "Roxi! Roxi! Help me! I don't want to die!" And at that time, my father was in the shower. I ran to him and knocked on the door and called his name. He was all right. A month later he died. Another month later he came to me in my dream telling me he wanted me to keep him alive when he was dying. I told him I didn't know and he understood. We now hang out a lot even though he is dead. Every time I see him, I wished I would have listened to that voice.
The same thing happened to me with my grandma but I could see where she was; she was in her car all alone and she wasn't paying attention to the road and was hit by a car. I knew it was going to happened later that night so I tagged along with her. When she looked down (she was looking for her wallet) I called her name and she looked up, right before she was going to get hit by the car. I act like I hadn't known about that car. I talked to my dad later that night and he was very proud of me for saving her life. So was I and still am.
Am I psychic or not?
Your experience with your dad can only be positive when you remember that voice warning, and continue listening. Therefore you become a sort of go between to intervene as you did with grandma, which is priceless! It would be good to let go of any guilt or responsibity you feel. Put a positive foot forward. What was your dad illness? Blessings