I've been experiencing weird events lately. I've been feeling the emotions of animals and humans and also hearing their thoughts. Like I know when an animal would want something or needs to use the bathroom, or when my friend would want something from me. But I sense the thoughts and feelings of animals more that humans.
I've been sensing spirits a lot more lately too, even when I'm sleeping. For example, Last night, I was sleeping and I woke up half way because I felt a spirit in our hallway but I fell back to sleep and I had a horrible nightmare about ghosts. I forced myself awake once I realized it was a dream and there was a spirit in my room, so I tried forcing it out with a protection shield and filled the room and hallway with white holy light, but it didn't last long enough and about three spirits came into my room, so I left because I couldn't sleep. This power terrifies me.
Sometimes I feel a big build up of psi in my hand or somewhere. Sometimes when I'm sleeping and it happens it starts to hurt and it wakes me up because there is so much build up of psi. And lately I've been getting really good at controlling it, I can create a basic shield with ease, but psi balls are a little harder for me.
Also I've been seeing weird lights at night, they look like little bolts of electricity sometimes, but other times they are just little balls.
I used to be really bad at 'psychic things' and I never practice. But lately I've been getting better and better without even doing anything. And sensing spirits is proving to be a problem. If its day and I sense one I'm fine, but at night it terrifies me. So I told my mom about it and She said that I need to see a psychiatrist, even though She says believes me. So I'm afraid to tell Her about everything else.
I would like help with improving my abilities and with dealing with a now constant presence of spirits. Any advice would help me so much and I'd me very grateful. Thank you.