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Learning Who I Am

 

So, how to begin? I guess it all starts about two years ago, when my aunt told me about my great, great, great, great grandmother, the one my mom said was a Native American princess. But my aunt told me she was more than that; when she was a teen her hair turned completely white, and she became a great and powerful medicine woman. Since then I delved into Wicca here and there, searching for answers about myself, and her, my ancestor.

Very recently, I took a psychic test. You know, the ones online, made by supposed psychics themselves? Well, this was my score:

Telepathy/empathy: 7/10 - excellent

Clairvoyance/remote viewing: 8/10 - exceptional

Psychokenisis: 7/10 - good

Precognition: 8/10 - excellent

Channeling/mediumship: 9/10 - talented.

The last one really surprised me. I've seen and talked to ghosts before, but never been "talented" at it like a friend of mine. However, it's what my Indian ancestor was known for. I didn't think it was possible for it to skip four generations and suddenly hit me at full throttle, especially since I have only 1% of her blood - probably not even that.

So I called up a super smart friend and asked him about it. He explained what a recessive gene is. Of course I had learned it in biology, but that class had always been really hard for me, since I never understood scientific mojo about our bodies. I remembered reading how it could skip 2 or 3 generations, but four? My friend said it was possible. I thought so too, but... Somehow I was still skeptical. I didn't want to get my hopes up.

So, I researched and then some. But everything I looked up either tried to teach me HOW to become a medicine woman... Or lead to shamanism.

Now, after doing all this searching, I know fairly well that Native Americans really don't like being compared to shamans, as their beliefs are different and complex (when my aunt was telling me about my ancestor, she called the woman a shaman. But then I found out the above info). However, what I was experiencing kept leading back to that. Sensing random people's deaths, calling upon ghosts with a thought, getting visions. And get this - at one point, when a friend of mine was doing a past-life spell, a ghost came to me and told me to stop her... And I got images of what she was seeing. Eerily similar shamanism. Why? Because shamans have been known to call the dead for divination. But when I try to use an odd-ball "Mytic Eye" board, it's not easy for me at all - but the pendulum is very steady and clear with a friend of mine. Go figure.

One time, I did call my ancestor, accidentally. While washing my face one night, I kept thinking of her, and felt a weird pulling sensation. When I stepped out, I saw a flash of her in the hallway, but got scared and kept my head down, going back to my room. After that I started calling ghosts with a thought.

And the more studying of shamanism I did, the more my eyes kept being drawn back to two of the several books that cluttered my bed, now standing out more and more. They're called The Summoning and The Awakening, two books in a series by Kelley Armstrong. It's about this girl who finds out she's a necromancer... Similar to a shaman, but in Greek terms (as I researched that as well).

When I found out that shamans almost always go through a near-death experience that shows they've been chosen by spirits, I made a face and inched back from my computer. The usual was either getting a fatal disease or getting struck by lightning. Neither sounded appeasing.

I have almost died a few times; almost falling off the Grand Canyon (twice), a driver driving into the wrong lane (and laughing about it!) and others I don't really remember. But almost a year ago I was very close to drowning at Cocoa Beach in Florida, due to riptides. I was kicking sharks every now and then, and each time I got pulled under lasted longer than the time before. At one point, I felt that weird calm you get when you're about to die from drowning - and heard a voice.

"You can either lie here and die, or you can get up and fight."

Suddenly dying lost its appeal and I surged through the water, with new energy to fight. It took a long time, but finally I made it to the beach, and so did my mom (who went after me, but got caught in the riptide too). Since then - even though I love water - I've stayed clear of beaches and swimming. Pools are okay, once I get the hang of it, but being in the ocean makes me really anxious. Unless I'm on a boat.

So now, I have nothing to do but more researching and to wait. Wait for any sign that I might be...something. Or maybe I'm nothing but an over-sensitive person. Whatever I am, I know it's going to take a while to learn it. Nothing worth having in this world comes easy.

So, please read my profile and my stories (I'll be posting more) as I continue to find out more about myself. Hope that didn't sound as cheesy as it did in my head;)

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Timfaraos (426 posts)
 
5 years ago (2015-03-11)
God sais: don't summon the dead, don't speak to spirits, don't tell the future, don't cast spells. He said that to PROTECT US! But if we choose not to listen to him, then we'll have to bear the consequences... Be careful what you ask for, you might just get it! Curiosity killed the cat!
MytaWolfChild (7 stories) (50 posts)
 
10 years ago (2009-08-29)
Thank you! I understand what you mean now. Well I've been meaning to talk to my great-aunt for sometime now, because she knows almost everything about my ancestors and tribe, but I haven't seen her since I was about 6 or so. I hope I can talk to her soon 😊. Thanks again!
PathR (4 stories) (1245 posts)
 
10 years ago (2009-08-29)
MytaWolfChild, what I referred to is that you are not tapping into the right areas.

You could look at how the belief system is for your ancestors. Then meditate and ask for guidance.

You could apply honoring ancestors in the old tradition there are over 500 American Indian tribes and most complain about the western thinking about their beliefs. So you need to go to family or elders or directly to spirit guides or ancestors for true understanding.

Then you will be open to their vibration & honoring them because it is a working partnership with ancestors and spirit guides. Bless
MytaWolfChild (7 stories) (50 posts)
 
10 years ago (2009-08-29)
um...i'm confused by what you mean, PathR? And Cyopathic, what do you mean for a good reason?
cyopathic (5 stories) (513 posts)
 
10 years ago (2009-08-29)
Well looks like its the easy way but I think
I know these tribes but I also think you got your answers but I think and know genes can skip but its for a good reason

Julius Cesar -Men believe what they wish

Sincerly- Cyopathic
PathR (4 stories) (1245 posts)
 
10 years ago (2009-08-28)
MytaWolfChild you spoke of waiting but there are threads that you can look into.
If you believe in Ancestors look at their beliefs. People have to be in a position to hear and interprete. If ancestors wish to help us you will feel a pull almost like a boiling in your veins. You will have a longing for them as well which can not be quenched. You can ask for confirmation and it will come that they are truly working with you in the work for it will be undenyable.

I do not feel you are pointed in a direction that can resonate the best path weather it is psychic developement, true medicine ways or shamanic ways. There is more to working with ancestors. Look to history if no family member is unavailable for training you in the old tradition. Remember spirit it available. There will be treads that will show you how they saw spirit as well as how to work with ancestors invoking is not the best way.

If there is a true call from spirit it does not always end with illness or possible NDE this is not true but does sound mystical. Many times females are trained during sleep there is a veil that moves in and out to the point of asking what is real? Guides helpers whom are sent to teach and channel energy show themself. This is years of training even if one has an undeniable gift stay teachable.
Bless
MytaWolfChild (7 stories) (50 posts)
 
10 years ago (2009-08-26)
thanks, Spritoez. Well sometimes I think it's partly in the family, depending on the person, and other times I think it's just pure, raw talent;)
MytaWolfChild (7 stories) (50 posts)
 
10 years ago (2009-08-26)
Cyopathic, thanks for commenting. Actually one of my tribes (I'm two different tribes) is from the pacific northwest, where my ancestor was from. But there are a lot of navajos and apaches where I live.

Well, I've always liked science - the astrology and geology kind, anyway. Biology? Not so much. I turned to it because I needed some sort of...proof, I guess. I've always been skeptical and a critic, except when it comes to the paranormal - unless it's about myself, then I am! Haha but thanks for the advice, I do meditate and it tends to help a lot but the calm never lasts long.
Spriteoz (1 stories) (17 posts)
 
10 years ago (2009-08-26)
Interesting, when I was a baby I got a fatal illness and yet I made it o-O, but yes I think you do have psychic ability,:p Sometimes abilities skip generations and sometimes they dont-_
cyopathic (5 stories) (513 posts)
 
10 years ago (2009-08-26)
Well I can be nice on how you want to play this out I can be the nice easy cathing way or hard ball when I pin you with what I know or am studying. Ok let's see when I read your tittle I thought smart person and got my crap kicking boots and bat out and said I am not in the mood but after I saw about the indian princess thing got me thinking about the navjos and the apachies we never got along I allways get angrey when they are in the room or near by I start to twitch and I don't know why nothing personal but let's see here very talented on what your test say I am I would have to say like you I am very gifted in my abilitys and powerful so (evil laugh) but still working on it and your friend you speak of I do not trust smart people very often they get me what's a good word dispointed by how they look at people it is very easy if you look closly and then want to see what you can do but sorry I guess I am in one of my bad states right now but I think the skiping genes and then happening all of a sudden goes like this you have a little or a lot of that gene and its goes on but what gets me mad about this is mixing science with psychics I don't like that and you are lucky I was mad enough at this to reply but you do have a gift and you do not no how to use it meditate and controll it but yes I think we are speacil in a good way.

Men willingly believe what they wish.
- Julius Caesar
Sincerly- Cyopathic

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