Ever since I have been a young girl, I could predict what would happen. It started out just small things like who would call and when but as I've become older (I'm 16 now), the premonitions have become more powerful and it's not always the future I see, I can see the past and on rare occasions the present. I have never understood where I got them from, that I know of there is no family history of this type of thing and my sister doesn't see these things. Some people may say that this is a gift but some of the things I see I wish I didn't, I'm not saying that I hate it all the time just a little bit when I see the pain that awaits some people, sometimes I've even felt it.
The times vary and so do the causes. Sometimes I could have touched someone or something, sometimes just on their own accord it. People who have the occasional premonition about the future may find it interesting and fun, but when you get to this level it can sometimes be unbearable. Sometimes I don't just see, I feel it too, sometimes I just can't control it. I'm scared to touch anything, antiques particularly. I mean some of them I can link to me and what I'm meant to do, but others I can't change what has already happened, so I don't know why I see it or present things. I can't change or help those people so why see it.
How do you control it. I hate being this sensitive. If anyone can help me I would be so thankful. I'm not being ungrateful or anything I just want it to tone it down a bit so to speak.