Recently I have discovered that I'm "different" from other people. I can somewhat move objects from a distance if I concentrate on them long enough, but not at a large scale though. I'm better at changing the outcome of things like the flip of a coin or the color of a traffic light. I don't know what you could classify that under but that's not what I want to talk about.
I've read things about chakras and and how they can affect the energy of your body or something like that. Anyway, it caught my attention that emotions can interfere with/block your chakras. I have a tendency to bottle things up and as unbelievable as it sounds, I haven't cried in a little bit over 5 years. I have used psywheels in the past but it never really completely went all the way around. It would go one way and then reverse and it got me to thinking that what if because I haven't really expressed any emotions for so long that there may be a block in one of my chakras. And possibly because it's blocked, the energy may be unbalanced and can't really run its course. I don't know much about that stuff but if that is the problem and I wanted to unblock it, would that mean I would have to cry? Because I don't really like to cry. I understand that people have to cry sometimes but when I do it, it makes me feel vulnerable and that people can hurt me easily. And it hurts me more to cry than to hold it in.Literally.Like my face will feel like its starting to cramp up and my eyes feel like somebody squirted water in them. I need some advice or something and sorry if you didn't understand my story clearly (even I had a little trouble understanding it).