Every day I see shadows of creatures and human figures. Every day I hear growling, whispering, and screaming. I have felt things grab me by the ankle and pat me. I have felt bed's vibrate when I was sitting on them.
I have had a dream about a thing that happened the next day. I always feel like someone is watching me. I see a faint outline of something around a person. I sense the presence of something bad that is going to happen. 30 minutes before my house burnt down I started getting queasy and dizzy. I sense that something is bad that is by me. I have seen shadow figures by old wreck sites. Sometimes I see faces in the mirror that are not mine.
The whispering I hear everyday is in foreign languages sometimes. My eyes change colors. Some background about my dad might be linked to me. He sees, hears, and senses things. He is in the occult. He wanted to abort me so that I would not turn out like him. Could genetics be linked to everything that I feel, see and hear?
If I have abilities, what are these abilities? Could you please teach me how to control them? Please help me out with this. I need help controlling these abilities because I feel scared and uneasy when the things that I explained happen. I have had things like this happen to me since I was young. It has been happening for many years. As of right now I am 14 years old so these thing have been happening since I was around 6. They have been going on for 8 years! Please help me control these abilities.
What to do?
I think I have a little psychic power but I don't know how to develop it.
I experienced different unexplainable things.
When I was in high school (I think first year to second year level), there were times where I dream a lot of scary things. I was so embarrassed that time, so a thing came into my mind, what if I control my dreams so I can have a dream I want and I can have a better sleep. I tried it, and unexpectedly it worked... I was so happy that time so I tried it many times until my scary dreams gone...
Another was in my high school or elementary days. Maybe, because of being a student that's why it happened. There were times where I have to wake up in somewhat time (I forgot what time I have to wake up and the reason why I have to wake up but I know its something important). Before going to sleep, I told my self to wake on a particular time... It was so amazing. I woke in the exact time I have to wake up. I tried it for five times and it really made me happy. Sometimes when I tried it, I woke 1 to 5 minutes before the exact time I have to wake. I think I have an alarm clock in my brain that time.
Sadly now, I can't just do these things maybe because I didn't pay attention in to them. I am trying to wake up in a specific time, but it's not as accurate as before.
I and also my sister experienced to see a shadow of a man walking towards the kitchen while we were watching the TV. We saw it twice at the same day.
I also experienced déjà vu, I think more than ten times.
Another thing, I am still finding for the answer to my dream when I was child which came back when I was in high school. My dream was so weird. I and a girl (I don't know her name and she was not familiar to me) were starring to each other. There was a line (horizontal) connecting either her eyes to my eyes or her forehead to my forehead. There was a sound like "tooooooooooooooooooooooot". During that dream, I feel like I can't move. I felt afraid when I woke up from that dream. The girl is older than me and she has a long hair.
I am now in college and this dream is not yet coming back. It came back when I was in high school.
What does this dream means? Why did it come back?
Do I have a psychic ability? What psychic ability I have?
Is it gone? What to do to bring it back? What are the steps in developing my psychic ability if ever I have?
*hope you understand my English:)