I'm worried that I may be seen by one of the people who hate me doing-whatever I can do, and be shunned. I mean, one day I was around a boy who had been bullying me. As I became more and more furious, the wind began to pick up and get seemingly colder until I was afraid I would go deaf from the roar of the winds and get frostbit. I was then stricken by a sudden fear of what was happening, and many people were around me. I then realized that I had been causing the air to do whatever it had done, and was afraid that they would notice. The more I thought about it, the more frightened I became and the more the wind seemed to calm down because of it. I then quickly fled, which gave me the appearance of cowardice.
I'm actually scared of being discovered. If I am, I will likely be, if not bullied further, the people I know may be afraid of me. They may be hostile towards me and maybe try to kill me. I may just be paranoid, but I am deathly afraid of the consequences. The worst part is that I can't always control it.
When I am in emotional turmoil the wind reacts to my thoughts. When I am scared, the wind gets calmer. When in anger, It becomes stronger and colder. In times of great happiness, however, it becomes much warmer and more pleasant. I just don't know what to do. My family studies paganism (not evil, mind you) and my siblings seem to have the same abilities with different elements. Please, I beg of you, Someone help me get over this accursed fear!