I need help with my Spirit Guide, and a weird dream I had.
I have come to this site before in search of answers, and people are very helpful. Now I have more.
Since I last posted about my Spirit Guide, I've heard her 3 times and have dreamed of her. The most clear communication we've ever had was through that dream.
I had just hit my snooze button on my alarm clock when I had this dream. I was in that sort of middle state, between sleeping and consciousness. In the dream I was asleep in my room, and I heard somebody calling my name. I woke up in the dream, thinking it was my mother, because it sounded maternal, and in my dream I could see the light of my hallway on, even though my door was shut. But when she said my name a second time, I knew it was not my mother. I always knew my Spirit Guide was a woman, and a maternal sort of Guide. I always felt it when she was around. In my dream I recognized by the time she said my name the second time that it was my Guide. I asked her if she was my Guide, she didn't say yes, or no, she tried to tell me something else. But I was eager to know more about her, and I asked her what her name was. She told me "Seega" (I'm not sure if that's the spelling, but it's pronounced see-guh). I asked her how it was spelled. She didn't answer me, she began to tell me something about a war, and a hill, but I didn't listen. I repeated my question, and right when I got done asking the second time I woke up. I felt her presence for 5 seconds, then I felt it leave. In the dream my mouth had felt heavy, and I knew I had actually been saying what I'd said in the dream.
Since then, I haven't been able to get it contact with her.
However, I have been able to get in contact with a female ghost living in my house.
Two of my best friends came over, and I told them that sometimes I hear giggling, and I get visions of a little girl following me around. They wanted to contact her, so we did. We caught a lot of camera. She was definitely in the room. We even got her name (Joan). But what confused me was, on the tape we asked her if she was my Spirit Guide. She tapped, then a chair squeaked, and she tapped again. On the tape the taps are pretty distinct, but we never heard those specific taps. Yet we heard the chair squeak.
This confused me.
Another dream I had that confused me was about a week and a half ago. My friend called me to tell me about a bad spirit he'd encountered at a friends house. He told me he woke up several times, being pushed against the floor (where he was sleeping) and he couldn't shout or cry for help. It also pulled the covers off him and he couldn't get them back on. That night I had a dream that I was asleep in my bed, and suddenly a bad spirit was pushing against me. I tried to scream for God, and I tried to scream for my Guide. I even tried screaming for my mom, but barely a whisper came out. Then it lifted my torso off the bed, holding it stiff. I screamed for my Guide, but again barely a whisper came out my mouth. Finally it let me go. In the dream I curled up against my headboard, crying for God, my Guide, and my mother. I woke up after crying for a little while in my dream.
Is Seega really my Guide? How can I get her to talk to me some more and answer my questions? Or is it Joan? Or is she just a little troubled ghost who wants attention? And why was I attacked in my dream?