I'm a 16 year old guy, and am a lightworker as well as an empath. I believe myself to be an indigo also, as I follow many of the traits. I have been going through the ascension process and the last 6 months of my life have been kind of hectic. My beliefs and values have literally been turned inside out.
Relations with my parents (who I've always been close to) have gotten very tense. They firmly believe that I should follow a normal life i.e. Get good grades, go to college, get a good paying job, work 40-50 hours a week for up to 50 years, retire, grow old, die. I just don't see the point in that. What does that accomplish? I really have an urge to do something for the good of humanity to leave the world better than when I entered it, but I have no idea how to do that.
I've never felt like the average Joe, and have always thought I'd do something different but now that I am seeing the world I feel stuck and enlaved by the system. I don't know what to do. I get a strong urge to "get out there" and help, but I don't know what to do and where to go. What should I do? I've kind of waited and just had things come to me where I can help, but I feel like I can do more. What do you think?
Also, since I was 6, I've taken meds for ADD and irritability/anxiety. I've heard that they hinder the ascension process and feel like I should get off them. Is this true? Would I notice a big difference or small? Also, I'm afraid my parents would force me to go back on because off the meds my natural indigo comes out and I have an issue with authority. So they pretty much drug me into following society's standards.
For those other lightworkers here, do you struggle socially? Since a young age, I have struggled to connect with my peers and make friends. I spent most of my childhood alone usually in my room reading or something. I still really struggle, and feel intensely lonely. Do any of you have advice?