Up until a week ago, I was ready to get the swine flu vaccine. My school is having a vaccination today, and my mom signed me up. But I started to get this weird gut feeling to not get the vaccine out of the blue. I woke up one morning with this gut feeling to not get the vaccine. I feel like something doesn't add up about this whole swine flu situation. Like something about this seems logically out of place, or "off". I've made a habit of trusting my gut instinct recently since I've found that I'm an empath, and it's really paid off. Looking back, the gut instinct was usually the "best" choice that could be made in the situation. I don't see any logical worse case scenario of the swine flu vaccine, but this is by far the strongest gut feeling I've ever gotten. I feel like I should stay as far away from the vaccine as I can, and not get it at all costs. It literally feels like I would die if I got the vaccine.
Today I went to the vaccination, but every nerve in my body was telling to get as far away as possible. I felt terrified. I had to get the vaccine because my parents were forcing me. If I didn't get it at school, they would take me to the doctor's and I would have to pay for it. While in line, I devised a plan to "fake" the vaccination. I prayed for it to work, because it was a long-shot at best. I forged the information of the vaccine info by glancing at a finished slip & copying the data (with the help of my photographic memory). After getting the vaccine, you take this paper, in the consent packet you are given over to a desk, and they give you a slip saying you got the shot. I snuck over and mingled with people waiting to get the completion form, knowing my mom would check for it. By some means of divine intervention, they gave me the slip without looking at the vaccine info. I successfully faked my vaccination.
Has anyone else felt like this, just terrified of the vaccination?
I've been meditating and connecting to my higher self, and I have a feeling this gut instinct came from my higher self. Although I don't know what is so bad about the swine flu vaccine, but I suppose time will tell.
What do you think of this situation?