I am writing this to share my story with everyone. I believe, actually I know there are others feeling this or similar way, also.
I'll start with the word different, that's how I feel.
I'm a fighter, but also feel helpless when I see I cannot help this planet on a global level. It's like I carry this burden of universal suffering on my back and my task is to help.
Well, even though we can help on a daily basis, just with making somebody smile or helping someone with advice, I can't help not to feel it's not enough.
I see people as children, fighting, destroying themselves and everything around them. They are so immature. Primitive. I feel sorry for them. But each human being has its own path to walk in order to grow and achieve certain evolutionary level. We are not here to judge them, only to help them if they allow us to do so. And, yes, it's rare finding someone from your own kind. You can't say it's not easier looking for answers and sharing this planet's beauty with someone who understands.
I adore nature. It feels like home. When I'm there I'm connected to the primary source. We are one. Just being there is a meditation. Nature also heals. So, whenever you feel like you're not ok, go to the nature, it will heal you. Cause there is where your home is. In peace and quiet you can connect to your higher-self and clean your senses.
I adore animals. I like talking to them even if they don't understand what I'm saying. But they can feel your vibe if it's clear and sends a clear message. Humans are supposed to be their guardians.
I'm an empath. I cry when I see people, children crying and in hurt. I cry when I see tortured animal and it also frustrates me for not being able to be there and help them. I apologize to them in the name of the humans for the pain they caused them.
I feel energies and vibes from other people and that's how I can analyze someone's personality. I feel someone's mood change even before they become aware of it themselves. Sometimes when I ask them what's wrong, they can even become angry because I saw something they didn't want to be seen. I know when someone's lying and that's when I feel uncomfortable cause I feel sorry for them.
Why do people find me weird? Because of my high moral standards preaching: loyalty, honesty, sincerity, strong character, true friendships and true love, the un-importance of material things, individual and spiritual freedom, disagreement on how things should work on this planet. From morality, priorities in life, educational system and so on. But, to us it's not about how things are supposed to work here but how they work somewhere else. We want to pass that knowledge ho humans cause we see lot's of unnecessary pain and destruction. In the end, that's the level they have to reach by themselves.
When it comes to psychic experiences, well, that's a whole another story:-)
Thank you for reading.
Thank you for your kind words. I'm sorry it took so long to answer you. I mean it from the bottom of my heart when I say I resonate with your words and can feel you. I wish you all the best and freely stay in touch if you want to talk more. Love & Light