My name is Karley and I'm fifteen. I know we all obtain a special gift and I just want to know what mine is because I don't have anyone to talk to about this sort of thing. I'd greatly appreciate everyone's say/advice.
First off, lately I have been experiencing a presence while in the shower or anytime I'm alone. I feel very unsafe and it's gotten to the point where I am making my younger sister sit in the bathroom until I'm done. I feel this presence all around me and I constantly check out behind the shower curtain. One day I felt so unsafe that I said the Hail Mary and when I was done I heard a voice say "your still not safe" then I answered back "yes I am" almost unconsciously. I don't know if I'm making things up in my head or what. It sounds a little dark I know but I would really like some help in making it go away. Also, when I try to meditate I feel as if someone is standing behind me so it's hard to concentrate so I stop and unfortunately don't get the chance to do so as much as I'd like.
About two years ago I taught myself how to see auras. I read a little book Edgar Cayce wrote and another by Mark Smith and almost after three weeks I could see colors. I still practice seeing them but I don't see shapes or slashes across people's bodies, only the thickness outlining them.
I feel I am very wise for my age and for the past few months all of my attention has been put on the spiritual side of things. My grandma has always said that I am an old soul because the way I think and my hands. They are oddly wrinkly and they always have been since I can remember. I think it's neat that it looks like the shapes of stars are sort of engraved on my palms. I used to be very self conscious about them and wouldn't let anyone see my hands because people don't understand that I'm different so they would make fun of me. I even switched schools this year because everyone at my previous school harassed me because I'm different.
My dreams are very significant and once I had a dream along the lines of Akashic Records. I also had a dream where a Native American man wearing a blue head band came to me and started to answer my questions; perhaps a spiritual guide? I never have a hard time remembering my dreams and didn't know people could dream in anything but color since I always have. I also had a day dream that pertained to 2012 and I will write about that in another post. I feel as if when I dream I am leaving this dimension and entering others and my deceased family members are taking me or showing them to me. Doors occur in my dreams a lot and I'm always entering different rooms and times. My dreams are unlike anything I've ever experienced in person and I can remember in great detail all of them.
I get messages in my head, mostly letters of a word I am pondering. It's usually a very unexpected word like a band name I don't know and I just heard their song on the radio. I am also very good at guessing. When I was younger I thought it was entertaining to pick people out and guess what kind of personalities they had and how they acted socially.
A bit more information about me is that I am half Native American (Seneca) and was raised as a Catholic because I am not allowed to attend the Seneca "church" since the fact that I'm only half. And, although I am Catholic I am very open minded.
I am just starting to realize what we as humans are capable of and I know we can help each other. Ever since I was younger I wanted to help people spiritually and I want to further myself and help others if I can.