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My name is Karley and I'm fifteen. I know we all obtain a special gift and I just want to know what mine is because I don't have anyone to talk to about this sort of thing. I'd greatly appreciate everyone's say/advice.

First off, lately I have been experiencing a presence while in the shower or anytime I'm alone. I feel very unsafe and it's gotten to the point where I am making my younger sister sit in the bathroom until I'm done. I feel this presence all around me and I constantly check out behind the shower curtain. One day I felt so unsafe that I said the Hail Mary and when I was done I heard a voice say "your still not safe" then I answered back "yes I am" almost unconsciously. I don't know if I'm making things up in my head or what. It sounds a little dark I know but I would really like some help in making it go away. Also, when I try to meditate I feel as if someone is standing behind me so it's hard to concentrate so I stop and unfortunately don't get the chance to do so as much as I'd like.

About two years ago I taught myself how to see auras. I read a little book Edgar Cayce wrote and another by Mark Smith and almost after three weeks I could see colors. I still practice seeing them but I don't see shapes or slashes across people's bodies, only the thickness outlining them.

I feel I am very wise for my age and for the past few months all of my attention has been put on the spiritual side of things. My grandma has always said that I am an old soul because the way I think and my hands. They are oddly wrinkly and they always have been since I can remember. I think it's neat that it looks like the shapes of stars are sort of engraved on my palms. I used to be very self conscious about them and wouldn't let anyone see my hands because people don't understand that I'm different so they would make fun of me. I even switched schools this year because everyone at my previous school harassed me because I'm different.

My dreams are very significant and once I had a dream along the lines of Akashic Records. I also had a dream where a Native American man wearing a blue head band came to me and started to answer my questions; perhaps a spiritual guide? I never have a hard time remembering my dreams and didn't know people could dream in anything but color since I always have. I also had a day dream that pertained to 2012 and I will write about that in another post. I feel as if when I dream I am leaving this dimension and entering others and my deceased family members are taking me or showing them to me. Doors occur in my dreams a lot and I'm always entering different rooms and times. My dreams are unlike anything I've ever experienced in person and I can remember in great detail all of them.

I get messages in my head, mostly letters of a word I am pondering. It's usually a very unexpected word like a band name I don't know and I just heard their song on the radio. I am also very good at guessing. When I was younger I thought it was entertaining to pick people out and guess what kind of personalities they had and how they acted socially.

A bit more information about me is that I am half Native American (Seneca) and was raised as a Catholic because I am not allowed to attend the Seneca "church" since the fact that I'm only half. And, although I am Catholic I am very open minded.

I am just starting to realize what we as humans are capable of and I know we can help each other. Ever since I was younger I wanted to help people spiritually and I want to further myself and help others if I can.

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tiyger (5 stories) (17 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-09-23)
I read that most people dream in black and white but say they dream in color because they see in color. If you remember in detail of the color in your dreams then you probably do dream in color:)
futuredreams (4 stories) (66 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-06-29)
what type of dreams can you have if not perfect colour I always had them in perfect colour
futuredreams (4 stories) (66 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-06-29)
for some reason, as I read this I burst into tears and was afraid. I think I am feeling everything you felt and I never thought I had that gift
Hmb36 (6 stories) (24 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-04-08)
I get you! I can't meditate because When I close my eyes I feel like somthing is behind me. I used to have trouble falling asleep because of this. I feel defenceless and vunerable. I love porselen dolls but they scare me and remind me of that feeling. I used to have to go in the back room of my house when I was little and I had to go down a hall to get to that room, so, I would put my hands on my back, thinking that would keep me safe. I also, somtimes feel a presence like you. 😨
tiyger (5 stories) (17 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-03-05)
I read Auras by Edgar Cayce and Auras: See Them in Only 60 seconds by Mark Smith.
Ijm89 (1 stories) (3 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-03-04)
Oh my god, I thought I was the only one who could walk in the open and smell and taste a smell.
violetttears5 (1 stories) (8 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-03-04)
I also want to learn to read auras because I feel that I can relate and almost exactly determine the feelings of my peers, I would deeply appreciate it if you could provide me with the names of the books you read, thanks and good luck with your abilities!
guthrie (1 stories) (1 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-03-04)
Hi,
I understand you completely about the presence I have had it in my house to. What I have done to help myself is I was always very close to my Grandmother (That's were I get my Indian blood from) and I could talk to her because she had the same experiences that I do now and I trusted her and always felt safe with her.
So what I did is I took a Charm that was given to me when she passed away and put it on a necklace and I never go anywhere with out it, I shower and sleep with it on and hold the charm in my hand when I feel the uncomfortable presence. I also talk to my grandmother at times and then I feel safer.
Don't let these entities get the best of you and remember they can't hurt you unless you start believing them and allow them to. Whatever you do don't acknowledge them.
GOOD LUCK
TwiGirlRara (7 stories) (46 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-03-04)
Wow, you are definitely gifted. Congratulations:)
I was wondering, how did you learn to see aura's? I would love to develop this ability, however I don't know much about it. Any information would be very helpful. Thanks, you can write back to me on one of my posts if you wish. Good luck with developing and understanding your abilities:)
tiyger (5 stories) (17 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-03-03)
That's so interesting how much we're alike. I've never met or known anyone else with wrinkly hands at my age. That's what I'm trying to do, ignore it and think better thoughts. Thanks for the advice and I will read some of your posts:)
stardust77 (2 stories) (15 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-03-03)
Hello!

I've also just posted a story on being unsure of my abilities, and who I am.

Like you, I have always felt presences and it scared me, but I learnt to ignore it because I didn't want to live in fear all the time. Now, I just visualize angels around me, and white light surrounding me (like what others in the site has suggested) to calm myself down at night. My house is large and I used to hate the big empty spaces... There's a mirror right beside the shower head in the bathroom and I hated it, almost never daring to look into it at night when I had to bathe. But fear is not the way to live our lives... So I had to change. I'm almost twice your age, so I had twice the amount of time to learn to cope. I believe that you can eventually chase the fear away in your heart too.:)

I've not been able to read auras but it's one ability that I'd really not mind having. Like you, my palms are very wrinkly, with lots of criss-crosses on them. I used to feel self conscious of them, because my peers have such smooth palms.

I never had a hard time remembering my dreams too, and they were always in color. Sometimes I can smell, taste and (definitely) feel in the dream too. When I comment on this to friends, they just give me a blank look because they either don't remember their dreams, don't dream, or their dreams are not so vivid. I never thought much about it, I just put it down to my love for details.

Your last paragraph describes my feelings exactly at this point in time, which prompted me to leave this note. Coincidentally (or not), I wrote something similar too. If you are interested, you can read up on my story in my profile too. You are not alone in your confusion. Actually, maybe there's no need to be confused because everything will be revealed in time.:)

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