For the past 4 years, I have been having lots of strange dreams and lots of strange emotions about things. My dreams would consist of lots of important people in my life. I never thought anything of it. I thought it was coincidence, until a couple of days pass and whatever I dreamed about actually happens. I figured it was just Deja Vue, until it became more frequent.
I also get these strange emotions about certain things. For example, every morning I wake up, I always get sick to my stomach feelings when something bad is going to happen that day, one morning I felt this and my boyfriend broke up with me that day, or happy tingling feelings when its going to be a good day.
Sometimes, I will think about people I have not seen or heard from in a long time, sometimes years, and either hear or communicate with them the same day I have the feeling.
I have also been trying to figure out what the heck I am and what I am capable of. For some reason, I have noticed that if I tell people what I saw or felt about a situation they are about to be in, it's not always %100. I figured it out to be a little more than half the time I see or feel something about someone and I tell them about it, it happens.
I want to figure out if this is just bogus, or my imagination, deja vu, or a real gift that I might have.
I hope this makes any sense at all because I am having a hard time figuring out who I am and I feel that there is more to me than what I think. All I know is there is no way deja vu and coincidence can even cover how many times its happened.
Thank you for reading and I hope to get some help. I am sure you know as well as I do that stuff like this does not go well with the everyday small talk, without being judged that is...