Throughout my life I've had weird things happen but I wouldn't say it was on a frequent basis (I'm 24) so I wouldn't say I'm psychic. Maybe like 10 times per year. Stuff like hearing people / things fall down in the house and when I rush to check there is nothing, no one there or hearing horses galloping around our house (no horse in our neighborhood) or furniture being pushed with us on it (my family), hearing loud knocking sounds at nights on the doors or windows, hearing our names being called, me predicting what will happen to friends (so embarrassing because when I talk I have no idea I was going to talk, why I said it), seeing my body on the bed while asleep, fighting to get back inside my body to wake up, being aware that I'm dreaming and so bored I want to wake up, being paralyzed during sleep, dreaming of things that are going to happen, knowing 'sometimes' what my loved ones are thinking and hearing winning numbers when coming out of deep sleep, thinking about someone I haven't seen for years and meeting them on the road accidentally and stuff I can't recall.
I feel normal except I'm always drawn to studying paranormal stuff and I actually wonder If it's spiritually healthy. Anyway, I jokingly bought some cards with numbers on them because I was convinced I could somehow predict the winning numbers for the lottery. I'm that desperate! Ha! Anyways my friend read my mind as usual (I can't seem to keep secrets from him) and laughed that I was actually going to use these 'normal' cards to win. I was a bit skeptic but someone told me to try so I did. This is a pick One lottery by the way. Everyday I would pick six numbers. I felt the winner would be drawn from this of the 36. I didn't bother to buy tickets because it was just a little 'experiment'. Lo and behold when I checked the results I realized that for the past four days, there was a winning number among every six I had drawn. I started using the number cards the day before my 24th birthday. I sat down shaking and was in total shock. I felt 'special' like I had been blessed with a gift. My dad always made weird comments when I was younger saying he sensed I was the most powerful of his seven children and a silly psychic had said I would be a very rich and powerful woman. So I sat down I thought it all made sense then I convinced myself that it was just a lucky streak that would pass. To test this, I bet money for the first the next day on numbers I freshly selected and shockingly I won $780. You win according to bet. Now I angrily wished I had bet more! So what happened? I bragged to my boyfriend that I had this new gift and thought about telling everybody about the weird thing that had been happening. Can you guess what happened the day after? I felt completely miserable, depressed, guessed the wrong numbers, became anxious, my friend laughed at me, my trusty laptop malfunctioned for no apparent reason and is going to a repair shop, I lost money in this bet and cried. So I sit here wondering how I went from so lucky to so unlucky. Then I sat thinking that maybe I shouldn't have explained anything to my boyfriend who dared me to guess the right numbers next day as proof. He also thinks card reading is ungodly and cursed me for even reading on this site because of the word 'psychic'. I want my gift back! Any suggestions on what's happening?