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Two years ago I went out with a guy for over two years who I dearly love and miss. We broke up due to me having to move away and I wasn't strong enough for a long distance relationship. A week after we parted he committed suicide and ever since I never forgave myself. A year later his mum and sister also moved on.

Now, on the 21st of May 2010, on the 2 year anniversary of his death I saw him. I was brushing my teeth and I saw him behind me in the mirror. I have also seen him across the road on the way to school. Since then strange things have been happening to my baby brother who I'm extremely worried about.

I miss him so much and it hurts to see him all the time. Is it just me going crazy or is it really him? I want to try to talk to him but I don't know how or if I can. I'd do anything just to find him. I really would...

Sometimes I have started blacking out and doing something which I won't remember. I drew a picture of him with a knife though his face. I'm a horrible drawer but this was a beautiful masterpieces, although it sounds brutal and horrible it was actually a brilliant picture.

Everyone around me is also looking at me like I'm not a person, my friends are ignoring me. My parents are pushing me away. My teachers are dreading my ability in what I can do. And for the first time in my schooling I got bellow 75% in any subject. Is this just some freak coincidence?

Thank you for your help.

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Bossie_flossie (1 stories) (2 posts)
14 years ago (2010-06-22)
My auntie does this... Whenever I look in a mirror... Or most of the time... Shes there...smiling...She doesn't talk, when I try to talk to her she just fades and walks away... Like shes walking down an unsee-able corridor or something...? I emphasise completely:S:)
madading (1 stories) (10 posts)
14 years ago (2010-06-21)
i say you should try talking to him and tell him how you feel and tell him to move on but be carful you should have someone with you when dealing with spirits you don't even know if they are the actual person you are seeing them as it could be a demon so be carful.

Im sorry for your loss. 😭
--Mystical-- (6 posts)
14 years ago (2010-06-20)
Wow. I think it could be either way. Maybe he is visiting you, and maybe it is just a coincidence. I think you should find a quiet place where you're alone and talk out loud. Talk about how you feel about what you see, and you can address him. Whether he's there or not, it WILL make you feel a little bit better. And if he is really there, he will hear it and possibly try to make contact... ❤
thewind (3 stories) (80 posts)
14 years ago (2010-06-16)
People are trying to avoid you? That's definitely bad. Hmm... Maybe you're giving off some sort of energy or something that tells them to stay away? If so, you have to somehow control that energy. This is all I can really think of to help. Sorry. 😢
Eric-Baal (1 stories) (255 posts)
14 years ago (2010-06-04)
Usually a sould will become a lost soul in Verse because they never got to finish something in their human life on earth. Your probably just seeing his form on Earth because his lost soul on Verse is sort of getting stronger to see you. If you need any information just let me know. I know a lot of information about this kind of thing.
MirrorsO (1 stories) (150 posts)
14 years ago (2010-06-03)
I'm new here... Usually wounds to the face (like the knife in the picture) means something intimate and vengeful. All I can see in this is that you actually blame yourself when it wasn't your fault for his desicion. We sometimes have a hard time letting go and this could actually tie the soul of the person to us. As for what you say about the picture and blacking out, perhaps your self guilt has drawn something unwanted to you. Guilt or strong emotions can accidently bring negativity or entities that haunt the person emenating them. In order to regain your life, you have to move on and forgive yourself for this that was not your fault. Fill your life with positivity. I'm sure your friend would have wanted this for you. You can communicate your feelings to him by radiating the love you have felt for him. Spirits understand emotion better than anything and if you ever sense a suddenly deep feeling of peace, that's his way of saying that he's okay.
epoy1984 (14 stories) (644 posts)
14 years ago (2010-06-02)
I do not want to argue with anyone because it gives me head ache, tension and heartache. I think Religion is one of the major problem in developing psychic ability. I am not saying that I am fully not a believer but some parts I must ignore like talking to the dead, asking guidance to a medium etc but I do believe in paranormal activities like a girl or boy being possessed by a familiar/demon/evil spirit.
Jlh27 (2 stories) (12 posts)
14 years ago (2010-05-31)
Epoy1984 is definitely misguided in their beliefs so disregard what they just said.
Religious people usually don't believe in psychic stuff so they always tell you to pray for help! Anyway I don't know what's going on in your situation but if I were you I would find a nice quiet place and just talk out loud to him how you feel and I'm sure he will be listening. I lost a friend to suicide also but felt a lot better sending him lots of love and letting him go. He will be okay wherever he is and is probably hanging around you because he feels your pain. ❤
psychicAngel (guest)
14 years ago (2010-05-31)
Anger is the other side of pain and knives can often be very symbolic for the expression of deep distress and pain and maybe even, strange as it sounds, feeling he took away your choice and control - control doesn't have to be a dirty word but has meaning in the positive sense - ie the knife feels very like it is symbolic of your response - anger>pain - to a traumatic loss caused by (hence the knife in your boyfriend's face) your boyfriend taking his own life.

Your boyfriend appearing says to me: he wants you to forgive yourself and the 'conincidence' as you call it, I see as a spiritual lesson in learning from the lesson of your boyfriend... That you cannot control everything and protect everyone and be perfect that way... Some things are not within your control and when something goes wrong it is not automatically your fault. Your boyfriend appearing more than once suggests he is asking you to forgive yourself and forgive him.
This is very hard to do, I appreciate... But as long as you stay with your real feelings and don't give up working on it - day by day this will happen and one day you will know you have done it - there is no rush, should be no pressure from anyone, this is your very personal journey and while the pain may not feel any less, your progress on your spiritual journey/your relationship in your heart with God is all that matters.
Take Care sweetie.
skywire4929 (guest)
14 years ago (2010-05-31)
You must stop doing all this infrount of people or they'll send you away. To be safe only say and relax yourself on this website or with people with your ability. This is what I am doing and it works. Email me if you want to know more. I am very sorry for your loss but you must be strong.
epoy1984 (14 stories) (644 posts)
14 years ago (2010-05-31)
A person who commit suicide will directly fall down into hell. That thing is the one who took your friend into the pits of burning sulfur and fire. Your friend is in hell right now. You must pray to god four your protection namely jesus christ...
epoy1984 (14 stories) (644 posts)
14 years ago (2010-05-31)
He is not your friend anymore. He is a demon/familiar spirit mimicing your friend. I suggest you talk to a chatolic priest who is highly skilled in exorcism to cleanse your home.
Kahlyn (4 stories) (311 posts)
14 years ago (2010-05-29)
I am sorry for the lost. Death can come unexpected a soul can get lost when it is not ready to depart. You can help this soul find his way to his next life. Tetyana you did nothing wrong and when it is time say good bye. You will. Say good bye and move on.
MidnightBlueSwan (8 stories) (134 posts)
14 years ago (2010-05-29)
He may be a lost soul, or maybe someone who died but had a very strong connection to something in the mortal world. And by this story I'm guessing you were the magnet that was pulling him down to Earth.
PathR (4 stories) (1274 posts)
14 years ago (2010-05-29)
I realize he was your first true love and you believe you will never feel this way again, and always believed you would be with him. You've also admitted feeling guilty for his world ending. I hope I am wrong but I feel you been having crying spells which would be calling out to your boyfriend. Hence seeing and sensing him.

Your old flame had an abandonment issue with his father which is a whole no human can carry to make another person happy.

I was praying and heard this "Mononeucleosis", click on for symptoms:
Which was obtained via kissing your old boyfriend. This disease comes with depression and blackouts. You will need to check with your GP plus eat properly.

There is more involved because you brother is feeling isolated and suffered anxiety from moving which is common but he is also Isolated because you are not present for him he is sensing your problem which does not help him.

You will have to be willing to be willing to move on and be present for your bother needs a friend.

You must be brave and get healty do not worry about the old boyfriend, just release him sending him peace and love he will receive your message of the heart telepathically. This will rectify and help him up in vibration. You did not abandon him.
Sendy23 (7 posts)
14 years ago (2010-05-28)
i feel sorry for you but if this is your imagination or not I do not know you know sometimes we cannot understand somethings and than we blame it on our imagination
IAmTheUnison (13 posts)
14 years ago (2010-05-28)
How often have you been seeing your old boyfriend since the 21st of May?

Does it seem as though he is trying to tell you something?

Why do you think you are drawing pictures of him with a knife through his face?

I ask these questions because they are important things to note in figuring out exactly what is going on. It is not uncommon for loved ones to return to see friends and lovers who they cherished in life. The thing that catches my attention is how you mentioned your baby brother acting strangely. Infants and young children are more receptive to things of the spiritual plane than "grown-ups" are.

If you truly think that your old boyfriend is attempting to contact you from beyond the veil feel free to contact me. I have a history in communicating with spirits, and know some ways of which to talk with those who have crossed over. I myself even have a beloved who's life was tragically cut short. On slight occasions I can feel her presence with me comforting me that she is alright, and that we will someday be together again.
revsilverson (guest)
14 years ago (2010-05-28)
you are in deep depression. Nothing paranormal. Your guilt perhaps is fueling your despair.

Suicide is a very selfish thing to do. I know, my brother killed himself. It tore my family and me apart. My parents divorced my sister started acting out. It wasn't pretty.

Perhaps counseling would help you. I "knife through his face" means you want to be rid of the guilt. Nothing paranormal here. I love you and I hope you get help soon.

Love and light...always
Doublemint (3 stories) (261 posts)
14 years ago (2010-05-26)
Tetyana, my deepest heartfelt thoughts go out to you surrounding the loss of a dear loved one. Grieving is never easy it breaks our hearts and makes things a mess eventually over time we find that moment of clarity were the heart stops crying allowing us to remember the good times and forgiving the sad times. Just know in your heart that those who have passed on can hear us and when were sad they come to comfort this sadness to help us move on with our lives. By forgiving yourself and sending him your love, he will be able to make his journey into the light.
Adaryn7 (6 stories) (460 posts)
14 years ago (2010-05-26)
I'm sorry for your loss. I'm pretty sure he'll be able to hear whatever you have to say to him, so you could probably just say it. What happened in the past was NOT your fault, and though it's painful and hard, you need to realise that.
As for the drawing, well, I'm really not sure... It could be a subconscious feeling you have towards him, such as being mad at him for what he did.
I know it's hard, but you do need to move on with your life. We all make our own choices; he made his choice, and now it's time to make yours.
I hope this helps.
HenvdemonOfTheHeart (2 stories) (14 posts)
14 years ago (2010-05-26)
no not coincidence you are just bothered by losing a dear friend. Maybe you are just beating yourself for the past and your friend keeps showing up perhaps to signal moving on. Take the hint for the both of you.

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