I don't really know who to talk to anymore. My family members believed me at one point, but after I told them about it the one time... They all just seemed to forget about it. I've told my husband, but he has NEVER believed in the paranormal. Please help.
It first started when my grandfather went in for his heart surgery in 1997. He had surgery, came home and ended up going back to the hospital due to complications. I visited him in ICU, and even though everyone said he couldn't hear me. He seemed to smile at me when I talked to him.
That night I spent the night with my grandmother. I kept telling everyone I was uneasy about my grandfathers situation. Then, I had a dream. I dreamt that I was at his funeral. I saw everything that he was wearing, I saw what my family and I were wearing. Everything down the last detail. Then, it all disappeared and I was standing with just my grandfather, face to face. There was nothing around us but white. My grandfather was now changed into a robe of some sort... He came up to me and said, "Anna, you know I will always love you and watch over you. But, it is time for me to go. Please do not be sad." He turned from me and vanished.
I woke up yelling, waking my grandmother up. We went to the hospital that day and I couldn't stop crying. My grandfather was alive for now but I just couldn't stop crying! I told my mom that something was going to happen tonight. Something was going to go wrong! She listened to me and happened to stay the night with my grandfather. We (my grandmother and I) received a call at 1 am, it was my mom. Something indeed had gone wrong and my grandfather had passed away.
Turns out, a nurse that no one has even heard of before had come in to give my grandfather a second dose of a medication that he had already had. They overdosed him. He went into cardiac arrest and past away. We never did find out who that nurse was. When I went to see him still laying in his hospital bed he had what appeared to be a circle of light around his head. I have never seen anything like it, but when I pointed it out, no one else saw it. (What does that mean?)
Anyway, I dreamt it and it happened. Since then, I can feel certain things around me on occasion. Or smell things that others won't smell. I could ALWAYS tell what someone was feeling without them saying anything... Even through internet or text. I can occasionally know what people are thinking. And one other thing started a few years ago. For some reason I can look at someone, close my eyes and feel like I am that person. Does that even make sense? Suddenly, I will feel like I am in that other persons body... I don't know, I can't tell people about some of these things because they think I am crazy. And, I can only be that person for a few seconds, but what does that mean too?
I just want to know if I have something or if I'm crazy, and what I can do to enhance it. Because I feel like I should be embracing it, but everyone around me has caused me to hold back...